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I have been an active member of student doctor for quite a few years now, but due to the embarrassement of my present state I'm admitting to creating a new account because I desire anonimity.
I am an OMSI, and after the first few exams I find myself seriously struggling. most of my classmates are far outperforming me. I'm afraid if this keeps up I may end up having to remediate more than one course. I'm terrified of remediating... if I'm having trouble keeping up with the sheer volume of course work now, how on earth am I supposed to have time for my second semester and have time to take the remediation exams.
I also feel incredibly isolated. With so many of my peers outperforming me, I feel like I am the only one who is failing. While I know that is not true, I also do not know anyone else who is struggling.
There are plenty of reasons I am struggling, and most of them due to my lack of study skills. Something I am working on remedying and have an appointment to meet with our learning skills department to correct.
But in the meantime, is there anyone else out there who is in this boat? Are there any 2nd, 3rd, or 4th years around who can share their experiences.... My school is not one that places much emphasis on rank. Our class ranks are never posted rather we have to request to see them. But, none-the-less I feel so very inadequate.
There are so many of my classmates who have come to the decision of med school from many different routes, but I am one of those for whom medicine is all I have ever wanted to do. Here I am only on the cusp of this journey, and already demonstrating all the indicators that I will not be successful. It has taken me several attempts to get accepted into medical school, and I'm beginning to feel as though all of those rejections were perhaps correct. Am I foolhardy for continuing to try? At what point is it wise to stop taking out loans and pursuing in vain this dream that seems continuously just out of reach? Mostly I just want to see if anyone else out there is currently or has been experiencing some of what I'm going through.....
I am an OMSI, and after the first few exams I find myself seriously struggling. most of my classmates are far outperforming me. I'm afraid if this keeps up I may end up having to remediate more than one course. I'm terrified of remediating... if I'm having trouble keeping up with the sheer volume of course work now, how on earth am I supposed to have time for my second semester and have time to take the remediation exams.
I also feel incredibly isolated. With so many of my peers outperforming me, I feel like I am the only one who is failing. While I know that is not true, I also do not know anyone else who is struggling.
There are plenty of reasons I am struggling, and most of them due to my lack of study skills. Something I am working on remedying and have an appointment to meet with our learning skills department to correct.
But in the meantime, is there anyone else out there who is in this boat? Are there any 2nd, 3rd, or 4th years around who can share their experiences.... My school is not one that places much emphasis on rank. Our class ranks are never posted rather we have to request to see them. But, none-the-less I feel so very inadequate.
There are so many of my classmates who have come to the decision of med school from many different routes, but I am one of those for whom medicine is all I have ever wanted to do. Here I am only on the cusp of this journey, and already demonstrating all the indicators that I will not be successful. It has taken me several attempts to get accepted into medical school, and I'm beginning to feel as though all of those rejections were perhaps correct. Am I foolhardy for continuing to try? At what point is it wise to stop taking out loans and pursuing in vain this dream that seems continuously just out of reach? Mostly I just want to see if anyone else out there is currently or has been experiencing some of what I'm going through.....