shahalam said:
Hey everyone
I am applying to this 10 week research position at the University of Louisville. The problem is that I have no idea why I want to do research other than I want a leg up on the competition for med school. I dont want to write this cause that seems kind of selfish and greedy if you know what I mean. I mean I am interested in research but have no idea how to answer their question on the "why do you want to do research?" portion. Please help me on how to answer this questions. Thanks sdn'ers.
Wow, it sounds like you are, at heart, in the same boat as me. I am doing undergrad research now, but have been questioning whether the experience was worth the hassle of dealing with "PhD-PrimaDonnas" at my school. In essence, I feel that doing research is robbing me of precious time with my wife, and even a little personal time (time which I need to stay sane). But at the core is the fact that the professor asked me to do research, and I felt compelled...no, obligated...to accept his offer. Now I find myself spending more time during the experiment watching the clock rather than learning about the research at hand. Reading your post is like reading the subtitles of my subconscious mind.
What I'm saying is that I, too, want to do the research not because of the thrill of discovery, or the masochistic desire to fail repeatedly, but because I think it will lend itself to a better med school app, and maybe a letter of recommendation from the prof.
It's the wrong reason, however, and I think that you and I both know it.
Time spent being a real person, or time spent pursuing something that you're more passionate about (like volunteering, or something pertinent to the application) would be more beneficial probably (at least for me, as I am realizing). In the end, these admissions committies at any med school that we apply to are not taking a 100% objective look at us...it's somewhat subjective, and they spend months out of every year sorting out the frauds from the real deal, the haves from the have-nots. And if I (or anyone) try to pass myself off as someone who just L O V E S research, you can guess which stack of apps my app will end up in.
Sorry for the long rambling, but epiphanies are rarely short, and seldom coherent.
Peace,
Bryan