I know I am lucky to have two wonderful babies already, but I can't help feeling sad that I am going to have to wait 10 years to have any more. We really can't afford to have any more until I'm through residency and the thought of that long wait bums me out. Intellectually I accept it but emotionally, I'm still in denial. I think once med school starts I'll be so busy time will fly. But for now... I've got the baby blues. Anyone else?