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not sure why im posting here, prob because im a non trad (even though im only 25) and thought i would ask the crowd with more experiance then I
brief backround: B.Sc. Biology w/honors
M.Sc. Molecular Biology w/honors
Going to med school when in the future
So i know this may sound nuts and most people may look at this post and laugh, but i tent to have difficulty with things most dont even think twice about.
So i have had issues with relationships in the past, nothing major, but ill be honist I dont think i have ever been in love. I am dating an amazing girl now who is 2 years older but well established in her career. This woman has all the qualities of a good person and as a long term mate.
As dumb as it may sound i have worked myself up into this anxious obsessed depression as to whether or not i love her, and since im not sue if i have ever felt love i wonder if its my history of ocd and depression that is preventing me from loving someone or if even when you have ocd or depression, somewhere inside you can still tell if you love someone
i know how this must sound and i know im the only one who can decide this for myself, but i was wondering if anyone who has experianced depression or whatever were you able to tell if you love someone??????
I keep beating myself up and telling myself because i have experianced depression im never going to feel love for someone in that way, and its so hard because this is a great woman who is in love with me.
my depression and ocd is not major.......but in anyone's experiance would i know if i was in love with her reguardless?????
can people with depression or ocd know if they are in love??
I will admit im only 25 and i have not had much relationship experiance
brief backround: B.Sc. Biology w/honors
M.Sc. Molecular Biology w/honors
Going to med school when in the future
So i know this may sound nuts and most people may look at this post and laugh, but i tent to have difficulty with things most dont even think twice about.
So i have had issues with relationships in the past, nothing major, but ill be honist I dont think i have ever been in love. I am dating an amazing girl now who is 2 years older but well established in her career. This woman has all the qualities of a good person and as a long term mate.
As dumb as it may sound i have worked myself up into this anxious obsessed depression as to whether or not i love her, and since im not sue if i have ever felt love i wonder if its my history of ocd and depression that is preventing me from loving someone or if even when you have ocd or depression, somewhere inside you can still tell if you love someone
i know how this must sound and i know im the only one who can decide this for myself, but i was wondering if anyone who has experianced depression or whatever were you able to tell if you love someone??????
I keep beating myself up and telling myself because i have experianced depression im never going to feel love for someone in that way, and its so hard because this is a great woman who is in love with me.
my depression and ocd is not major.......but in anyone's experiance would i know if i was in love with her reguardless?????
can people with depression or ocd know if they are in love??
I will admit im only 25 and i have not had much relationship experiance