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Throwaway for obvious reasons. So, I matched into a Radiation Oncology program yesterday that was at the bottom of my rank list. Honestly, I was pretty floored, because my stats are well above average, and I thought I interviewed very well at a lot of the programs higher up on my list (I got a lot of "we'd love to have you here, you sound like a perfect fit", which now I'm realizing they might have told everyone.) I wasn't even going to rank the program that I matched into, because honestly, they're a horrible fit for me - I was hoping to match in a very research-intensive program, and I plan to stay in academia, and I was blunt about that in my interviews. Avoiding too many details, this one has little dedicated research time, and the program and institution are not strong at all in the research output department. Seems like grads have had trouble getting jobs at all, much less academic positions. Less importantly is that it is in a fairly undesirable geographic location, thousands of miles away from my home, SO, and family.
Anyway, I know there will be a lot of people thinking "you should be grateful you matched". But honestly, now I think I'd stand a better shot at getting the kind of position I'd be happy in long term in a different field, than chancing going through this program just so I can say "I'm a radiation oncologist". Recent discussions on this forum have reinforced that pretty well.
I just want to know what I can do from here. How do I find out if any PGY2 positions open up between now and when I would start? Can I switch before I start, either into another RO or a different field? If I drop RO without finding another position (assuming I'm not in violation of my match contract), will I ever chance getting another offer?
Anyone else out there gone through this?
I'm doing a preliminary internal medicine year.What kind of PGY1 year are you doing? If you're at an academic prelim year, it should be relatively straightforward to transfer to internal medicine residency and then med onc from there. If you're doing a TY, it will be more difficult and you will have to look at multiple options in terms of rad onc pgy2 openings, applying for internal medicine pgy1, transferring to a pgy2 program, etc.
Throwaway for obvious reasons. So, I matched into a Radiation Oncology program yesterday that was at the bottom of my rank list. Honestly, I was pretty floored, because my stats are well above average, and I thought I interviewed very well at a lot of the programs higher up on my list (I got a lot of "we'd love to have you here, you sound like a perfect fit", which now I'm realizing they might have told everyone.) I wasn't even going to rank the program that I matched into, because honestly, they're a horrible fit for me - I was hoping to match in a very research-intensive program, and I plan to stay in academia, and I was blunt about that in my interviews. Avoiding too many details, this one has little dedicated research time, and the program and institution are not strong at all in the research output department. Seems like grads have had trouble getting jobs at all, much less academic positions. Less importantly is that it is in a fairly undesirable geographic location, thousands of miles away from my home, SO, and family.
Anyway, I know there will be a lot of people thinking "you should be grateful you matched". But honestly, now I think I'd stand a better shot at getting the kind of position I'd be happy in long term in a different field, than chancing going through this program just so I can say "I'm a radiation oncologist". Recent discussions on this forum have reinforced that pretty well.
I just want to know what I can do from here. How do I find out if any PGY2 positions open up between now and when I would start? Can I switch before I start, either into another RO or a different field? If I drop RO without finding another position (assuming I'm not in violation of my match contract), will I ever chance getting another offer?
Anyone else out there gone through this?
I think we do a lot of harm making applicants think matching at some of these “low tier” programs is the end of the world. This is why I despise the ranking thread and a lot of the arrogance in the field. So many academics look down on other programs and the private practice docs. Its sickening.
This plus the fact that programs are constantly in flux. A program that went unfilled 10 years ago with a history of 80 hour weeks, abusing and firing residents, no research, and poor job placement can be completely turned around in a short period of time by a new chair or PD (whose life expectancy in a program is what 5-10 years at most?). Likewise, historically "big name" programs can become malignant sweatshops that ride on their name alone for a while before applicants catch wind. The concept of tiers is total bunk. Virtually every program will train you to be a competent radiation oncologist. Board pass rates are still excellent even in the flyover programs and really not much different from the "top tier" programs. Malignant programs come and go at all "tiers." Regardless of where you match, there is a decent chance the culture and leadership will be different 5-6 years later when you are graduating from it. OP would benefit from focusing on potential opportunities in the future at this program rather than historical problems.
. Technically, any program that participates in the match must place all positions in the match. So while a program may advertise an open PGY-2 position in June and promise the spot to you, you will still have to go through the formality of applying for it next February
Scores and research are 100% accurate, I promise you that. Hell, I'm happy to upload my score reports, PM my CV, whatever. Sure, its possible somehow I sucked at interviewing and have been completely blind to that fact, but I honestly doubt it - I swear, I am not that stubborn/naive/blind to criticism, and the feedback I got was almost ubiquitously encouraging and positive.
Other than that, there is one very big difference between myself and 99% of the other applicants. Trying to maintain some anonymity here, lets just say that if school reputation/prestige earned any points in the process, mine would have gotten a big old 0. Or possibly negative points, depending on who you ask. I knew RO would be an uphill battle coming from a school like mine, I just hoped that everything else I worked my ass off for on my application would have offset that one thing.
Old habits die hard.... DO has come a long way in terms of its acceptance, but for decades, it was thought of as the school you went into if you couldn't get into an MD school. Many harbor this feeling, including in academic MD depts in competitive fields like rad onc, derm, plastics etc.Well that's just...awesome. Can't go back and change my med school choice. Obviously didn't know back then that it would matter. I had to work tooth and nail to even get offers for away rotations bc DO. No help from my school at all. Nearly killed myself studying to ace my boards in the 1.5 weeks of study time we got. Research year off, on top of my prior experience. And I should be "lucky to match", because some DO schools have an (unfounded) reputation of being inferior. I hoped at the very least that my standardized test scores proved my education (and ability to teach myself) was anything but inferior. All feels like so much wasted time now.
Well that's just...awesome. Can't go back and change my med school choice. Obviously didn't know back then that it would matter. I had to work tooth and nail to even get offers for away rotations bc DO. No help from my school at all. Nearly killed myself studying to ace my boards in the 1.5 weeks of study time we got. Research year off, on top of my prior experience. And I should be "lucky to match", because some DO schools have an (unfounded) reputation of being inferior. I hoped at the very least that my standardized test scores proved my education (and ability to teach myself) was anything but inferior. All feels like so much wasted time now.
because some DO schools have an (unfounded) reputation of being inferior. I hoped at the very least that my standardized test scores proved my education (and ability to teach myself) was anything but inferior. All feels like so much wasted time now.
Actually I picked DO over the MD schools I got into bc of the scholarship package they offered. Sure, I was naive at the time, and they also sold the "DOs can do anything MDs can do!" very well. I regretted buying into it as soon as I go there, and learned that its nearly impossible to transfer medical schools.Old habits die hard.... DO has come a long way in terms of its acceptance, but for decades, it was thought of as the school you went into if you couldn't get into an MD school. Many harbor this feeling, including in academic MD depts in competitive fields like rad onc, derm, plastics etc.
I hate to agree with others on this thread, but it's true. You should be grateful you even matched as a DO.
You had no idea of DO vs MD when were applying to med school, and how that choice might impact your residency chances afterwards?? I am going to have call BS on that one... I still tell premeds to pick a US MD school over a US DO one if they don't want to rule out competitive residences and your story is a great example of why. It's sad that it is still happening in 2018 but it is what it is
Actually I picked DO over the MD schools I got into bc of the scholarship package they offered. Sure, I was naive at the time, and they also sold the "DOs can do anything MDs can do!" very well. I regretted buying into it as soon as I go there, and learned that its nearly impossible to transfer medical schools.
Hindsight, hey.
It’s unfortunately but big name institutions don’t prefer to rank DOs when they can help it in general. Very unfortunate.
Non-big name programs don't want to rank them either. They want to strengthen their brand, and generating alumni with DO initials isn't the way to do that. This is a valuable thread both for DO applicants to rad onc as well as premeds with any potential interest in subspecialty training -- hopefully they find it.
Yup, considering some in the medical field don't even know what rad onc does, it doesn't surprise me that the mainstream DO community (which doesn't even have a single residency in rad onc) would say that"DOs can do anything MDs can do!"
Google Paul Wallner, DO
Do medicine, secure a med onc fellowship, and score some sweet pharma funding.
For sure. I think there's at least some glimmer of hope with that route though.Definitely grass is greener on this one. I have plenty of med onc friends.
I'm perfectly content with being a clinical Rad Onc though. I'd take it 100 times out of 100 over being a bench radonc, clinical med onc, or bench med onc.
You need to figure out if you are happy doing clinical Rad Onc or if you just wanna do onc research. I think with pharma funding being the most common form of research done now, your chances for that will be better in med-onc than rad-onc (albeit still low).
Your pretty foolish and a little arrogant to think your high scores and interviews should have done you better. Perphaps you don't interview as well as you thought.Throwaway for obvious reasons. So, I matched into a Radiation Oncology program yesterday that was at the bottom of my rank list. Honestly, I was pretty floored, because my stats are well above average, and I thought I interviewed very well at a lot of the programs higher up on my list (I got a lot of "we'd love to have you here, you sound like a perfect fit", which now I'm realizing they might have told everyone.) I wasn't even going to rank the program that I matched into, because honestly, they're a horrible fit for me - I was hoping to match in a very research-intensive program, and I plan to stay in academia, and I was blunt about that in my interviews. Avoiding too many details, this one has little dedicated research time, and the program and institution are not strong at all in the research output department. Seems like grads have had trouble getting jobs at all, much less academic positions. Less importantly is that it is in a fairly undesirable geographic location, thousands of miles away from my home, SO, and family.
Anyway, I know there will be a lot of people thinking "you should be grateful you matched". But honestly, now I think I'd stand a better shot at getting the kind of position I'd be happy in long term in a different field, than chancing going through this program just so I can say "I'm a radiation oncologist". Recent discussions on this forum have reinforced that pretty well.
I just want to know what I can do from here. How do I find out if any PGY2 positions open up between now and when I would start? Can I switch before I start, either into another RO or a different field? If I drop RO without finding another position (assuming I'm not in violation of my match contract), will I ever chance getting another offer?
Anyone else out there gone through this?
If you'd rather do med-onc, you still need to show up I believe. I believe it's a match violation for you not to show up to what you matched - the thing I'm not sure of is if that counts 45 days of your intern year alone, or includes 45 days into your PGY-2 year.
Wow, this blew up today. To respond to a few comments above - no, not a troll, just wanted to be careful about revealing too much identifying information. Yes, my goal is to have a lab one day, or at the very least, maintain some focus on basic/translational research. I'm not going to add any additional personal details here e.g. graduate degrees or specific experiences, but I do have the (science) training that would not make that an unreasonable goal. As stated in my original post, I am not ungrateful that I matched, but I do have concerns about entering a program where I could be frustrated and unhappy for 4 years. Sure, hindsight, maybe I shouldn't have ranked the program. I'm in no way trying to bash the program, which is why I have not identified it in any way. I'm not trying to say I'm too good to go there, I deserve bigger and better, and whatever. As I said, I'm only trying to make a sound, informed, well-thought out, adult decision from here - not 'millennial whining'. And okay, I get it, I chose the wrong medical school program for myself based on my goals. Again, as stated above, I spent 5 years busting my ass to make up for that, and as far as for the factors that can be directly compared, out performed many of my co-applicants. Think back to your match day - shouldn't I have been as eager as any other applicant to match into a program that I felt was the best fit for me, and yes, an academically competitive one? In all honesty, it has been very difficult for me to hear all of the "got my #1!" celebrations from peers who applied as well (who, don't get me wrong, I am very, very happy for) - but to hear for myself "you should be grateful you got anything", as if my hard work and accomplishments will somehow always be viewed as inferior, despite that they have little to nothing to do with where I am getting my medical degree from.
Anyway, thank you all for your insight. I'm going to take the time tonight to read carefully through all of your responses. I appreciate it.
Well it appears to me:Wow, this blew up today. To respond to a few comments above - no, not a troll, just wanted to be careful about revealing too much identifying information. Yes, my goal is to have a lab one day, or at the very least, maintain some focus on basic/translational research. I'm not going to add any additional personal details here e.g. graduate degrees or specific experiences, but I do have the (science) training that would not make that an unreasonable goal. As stated in my original post, I am not ungrateful that I matched, but I do have concerns about entering a program where I could be frustrated and unhappy for 4 years. Sure, hindsight, maybe I shouldn't have ranked the program. I'm in no way trying to bash the program, which is why I have not identified it in any way. I'm not trying to say I'm too good to go there, I deserve bigger and better, and whatever. As I said, I'm only trying to make a sound, informed, well-thought out, adult decision from here - not 'millennial whining'. And okay, I get it, I chose the wrong medical school program for myself based on my goals. Again, as stated above, I spent 5 years busting my ass to make up for that, and as far as for the factors that can be directly compared, out performed many of my co-applicants. Think back to your match day - shouldn't I have been as eager as any other applicant to match into a program that I felt was the best fit for me, and yes, an academically competitive one? In all honesty, it has been very difficult for me to hear all of the "got my #1!" celebrations from peers who applied as well (who, don't get me wrong, I am very, very happy for) - but to hear for myself "you should be grateful you got anything", as if my hard work and accomplishments will somehow always be viewed as inferior, despite that they have little to nothing to do with where I am getting my medical degree from.
Anyway, thank you all for your insight. I'm going to take the time tonight to read carefully through all of your responses. I appreciate it.
A DO candidate this cycle just PMed me to tell me that he matched at a reputable academic program. So it seems like it’s doable for DO and OP may not have end up in this position solely due to DO training. I encourged that poster to post publicaly.
Yes, my goal is to have a lab one day, or at the very least, maintain some focus on basic/translational research.
In all honesty, it has been very difficult for me to hear all of the "got my #1!" celebrations from peers who applied as well (who, don't get me wrong, I am very, very happy for) - but to hear for myself "you should be grateful you got anything", as if my hard work and accomplishments will somehow always be viewed as inferior
I'll let you in on a little secret. At a lot of programs the rank list is set by or mostly set by people who have no interest in basic research. So people will tell you to your face how much they love your research, but behind doors not really see how you're going to use that at their program and rank you low. You can very easily talk too much about research and sink yourself for more clinically oriented faculty who just want a resident to do as much work as possible with the least issues. This includes big name places.
This is all made up in your head. Get over it. Rad onc is one of the most competitive specialties to match. Make the best of your situation and move on. BTW, lots of highly qualified MD/PhDs are in the same position every year. We match tons of PhDs to rad onc that will never have opportunities to work in labs. This is not unique to you and you were fighting an uphill battle from the start whether you knew it or not.
Remember, the day you match into Rad Onc, it is essentially winning the lottery. If you just work hard and pass the necessary board exams someday you will have a big 6 figure income for a 5 day work week. Don't lose sight of your accomplishment because from your distant, outside view the research at the place you matched doesn't live up to MSK or MD Anderson.
Actually I was referring to my Rad Onc co-applicants here...and you'd be surprised, this year we had fewer people applying to primary care specialties from my school than many allopathic schools. It's not just the MD kids that don't see the value in going into primary care anymore (and the debt burden for us is often higher, making it even less of a feasible pursuit).I would also guess his classmates who matched at their "#1" primary care programs are green with envy since matching to a competitive "lifestyle" specialty or surgical subspecialty is so difficult to do for DOs. He will only be earning triple what they do for fewer hours, albeit who knows where.
I'll let you in on a little secret. At a lot of programs the rank list is set by or mostly set by people who have no interest in basic research. So people will tell you to your face how much they love your research, but behind doors not really see how you're going to use that at their program and rank you low. You can very easily talk too much about research and sink yourself for more clinically oriented faculty who just want a resident to do as much work as possible with the least issues. This includes big name places.
This is all made up in your head. Get over it. Rad onc is one of the most competitive specialties to match. Make the best of your situation and move on. BTW, lots of highly qualified MD/PhDs are in the same position every year. We match tons of PhDs to rad onc that will never have opportunities to work in labs. This is not unique to you and you were fighting an uphill battle from the start whether you knew it or not.