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Long post incoming – TL;DR at the end.
So I want to start off by saying this is a very hard post for me to write. I’ve actually sat on it for a while not sure if I should even post it. I am not looking for sympathy, and while there are some things that happened out of my control, I know that the majority of my situation is due to my own short comings. I am trying to make the best of the situation I am in. I have also read SDN for a long time, but this is my first time posting, so I’m not really sure if this is the right forum. I guess I’m not a medical student anymore, but I’m not technically a resident yet either.
I recently graduated with my MD. What should be a time of celebration is, unfortunately, not. I was always a below average medical student, but everyone thought I would be OK. The match did not go the way I expected, and for a few weeks, I was pretty despondent, but now that I’ve graduated officially, the reality of the situation has hit me and I realize I need to take the reins.
###Not sure the history really matters, but I’m sure some people will want to know how I got to this point. Skip to the next ### if you don’t care
Long story short – started med school at a mid-tier public school, they had us in outpatient clinics from the get go. Really liked outpatient care and thought that’s what I wanted to do. During my second year of medical school, my mother fell ill and this resulted in a lot of me travelling back and forth out of state. This probably affected my Step 1 score, which, while passing, was below average. 3rd year went well, I liked some of my inpatient rotations too and was thinking maybe IM where I had the option of doing both. Step 2 had a lot of improvement but realistically, I was told to apply both IM and FM since I was geographically restricted as I wanted to be close to my parents. My mom may start needing more care and I wasn’t willing to miss out on the final years of my mother’s life which residency would take up most of her remaining time. (My mother is now terminal—should still have a few years left, but a decade would be stretching it.)
I was reassured by people at my school that I would likely be able to match into something primary care and in my geographical region, but looking back, I think my radius was too small and realistically, I needed a wider radius. I was considering taking some time off just to spend with family between med school and residency, but was advised that would hurt my future chances at matching and that they were sure I could match into my city of choice with the programs that are there. I probably should have looked at other nearby cities as well, and just ranked in order of distance looking back on things. After failing to match, I was faced with a tough choice—apply to SOAP at other programs some of which may be out of state, delay graduation, or look into other specialties with spots near where I wanted to be. I chose the last option and found there were EM spots in the city I wanted to be in and a few between 1-2 hours away from that city. Once again, I’m not sure I got the best advice, and there was a lot of last minute decisions and I’m not sure I made the best decision, but I SOAPed in the first round into an EM program that is in the city I wanted to be in. I’m guessing I was a pretty strong candidate from this perspective, as I had multiple first round SOAP offers. I chose based on distance.
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So here’s the problem: I know basically nothing about EM. We were required to do 4 weeks as a 4th year, but I did mine at a community site that was known for being “easy” with little work and short hours. At this point, I will likely be doing at least a year of EM as an intern, so my first question is how do I even prepare for this?
My second question is what do I do after this year? I will save the non-EM pathway questions (such as wait for an open FM position in my area (unlikely to happen) and try to move programs after the 45 day or 60 day NRMP Match restriction, or reapply to Match next year though I’m not sure how I stay in my geographical region as a reapplicant as I hear it’s even harder and if I didn’t get in the first time…) for another post in a more appropriate forum, but I am wanting to know what options I have if I complete this residency.
I liked outpatient medicine the most but I also enjoyed inpatient medicine. I know FM docs have a pathway to practicing EM. Is there any similar such pathway for EM trained docs? Reading on this forum, it seems like there isn’t a lot of options for EM docs to transition in to the outpatient setting and the few that exist aren’t recommended (med spa, addiction medicine/pain medicine, etc).
Other than the clinical setting of the outpatient world (things I liked included the idea of having a patient panel and following them longitudinally, having a set schedule and not being inundated with patients all at once) which I obviously won’t be able to replicate, I also liked the lifestyle—not having to work evenings, nights, weekends, unless I wanted to do inpatient etc. How realistic is it to practice in an ER that has dedicated night/weekend people? I understand I’d probably have to take a pay cut as compared to those willing to work the less desirable shifts, but if I told a recruiter that I was only willing to work days, but at a lot less than the “market rate” would that be within the realm of possibility or would I be laughed out of there? Outpatient hours for outpatient pay type thing?
The only other idea I have been able to come up with is going to urgent care out of residency. I wouldn’t get the patient panel, but I would get the outpatient clinic type work, and daytime hours only. From what I can tell, a bit of a pay bump from PCP work as well. Is this even feasible or would it be just as bad of an idea as trying to be a PCP out of EM residency since I won’t have trained to be practicing that sort of medicine?
At this point I think I’m just rambling, but I’m all ears for ideas anyone has.
TL;DR:
SOAP’ed into EM due to geographical restrictions after not getting into an IM or FM spot. I really like the outpatient setting and trying to figure out how to make the best of my situation.
1. What do I need to do now to be ready for intern year given that I have basically no EM experience (rotated through an easy community site where I saw a few patients per day and then was cut loose)?
2. If I have no other options other than to stay in my EM program (I will make a separate post in another forum to discuss how to change out of EM), what options do I have after residency to at least get the lifestyle I want if I can’t get the practice environment I want?
So I want to start off by saying this is a very hard post for me to write. I’ve actually sat on it for a while not sure if I should even post it. I am not looking for sympathy, and while there are some things that happened out of my control, I know that the majority of my situation is due to my own short comings. I am trying to make the best of the situation I am in. I have also read SDN for a long time, but this is my first time posting, so I’m not really sure if this is the right forum. I guess I’m not a medical student anymore, but I’m not technically a resident yet either.
I recently graduated with my MD. What should be a time of celebration is, unfortunately, not. I was always a below average medical student, but everyone thought I would be OK. The match did not go the way I expected, and for a few weeks, I was pretty despondent, but now that I’ve graduated officially, the reality of the situation has hit me and I realize I need to take the reins.
###Not sure the history really matters, but I’m sure some people will want to know how I got to this point. Skip to the next ### if you don’t care
Long story short – started med school at a mid-tier public school, they had us in outpatient clinics from the get go. Really liked outpatient care and thought that’s what I wanted to do. During my second year of medical school, my mother fell ill and this resulted in a lot of me travelling back and forth out of state. This probably affected my Step 1 score, which, while passing, was below average. 3rd year went well, I liked some of my inpatient rotations too and was thinking maybe IM where I had the option of doing both. Step 2 had a lot of improvement but realistically, I was told to apply both IM and FM since I was geographically restricted as I wanted to be close to my parents. My mom may start needing more care and I wasn’t willing to miss out on the final years of my mother’s life which residency would take up most of her remaining time. (My mother is now terminal—should still have a few years left, but a decade would be stretching it.)
I was reassured by people at my school that I would likely be able to match into something primary care and in my geographical region, but looking back, I think my radius was too small and realistically, I needed a wider radius. I was considering taking some time off just to spend with family between med school and residency, but was advised that would hurt my future chances at matching and that they were sure I could match into my city of choice with the programs that are there. I probably should have looked at other nearby cities as well, and just ranked in order of distance looking back on things. After failing to match, I was faced with a tough choice—apply to SOAP at other programs some of which may be out of state, delay graduation, or look into other specialties with spots near where I wanted to be. I chose the last option and found there were EM spots in the city I wanted to be in and a few between 1-2 hours away from that city. Once again, I’m not sure I got the best advice, and there was a lot of last minute decisions and I’m not sure I made the best decision, but I SOAPed in the first round into an EM program that is in the city I wanted to be in. I’m guessing I was a pretty strong candidate from this perspective, as I had multiple first round SOAP offers. I chose based on distance.
###
So here’s the problem: I know basically nothing about EM. We were required to do 4 weeks as a 4th year, but I did mine at a community site that was known for being “easy” with little work and short hours. At this point, I will likely be doing at least a year of EM as an intern, so my first question is how do I even prepare for this?
My second question is what do I do after this year? I will save the non-EM pathway questions (such as wait for an open FM position in my area (unlikely to happen) and try to move programs after the 45 day or 60 day NRMP Match restriction, or reapply to Match next year though I’m not sure how I stay in my geographical region as a reapplicant as I hear it’s even harder and if I didn’t get in the first time…) for another post in a more appropriate forum, but I am wanting to know what options I have if I complete this residency.
I liked outpatient medicine the most but I also enjoyed inpatient medicine. I know FM docs have a pathway to practicing EM. Is there any similar such pathway for EM trained docs? Reading on this forum, it seems like there isn’t a lot of options for EM docs to transition in to the outpatient setting and the few that exist aren’t recommended (med spa, addiction medicine/pain medicine, etc).
Other than the clinical setting of the outpatient world (things I liked included the idea of having a patient panel and following them longitudinally, having a set schedule and not being inundated with patients all at once) which I obviously won’t be able to replicate, I also liked the lifestyle—not having to work evenings, nights, weekends, unless I wanted to do inpatient etc. How realistic is it to practice in an ER that has dedicated night/weekend people? I understand I’d probably have to take a pay cut as compared to those willing to work the less desirable shifts, but if I told a recruiter that I was only willing to work days, but at a lot less than the “market rate” would that be within the realm of possibility or would I be laughed out of there? Outpatient hours for outpatient pay type thing?
The only other idea I have been able to come up with is going to urgent care out of residency. I wouldn’t get the patient panel, but I would get the outpatient clinic type work, and daytime hours only. From what I can tell, a bit of a pay bump from PCP work as well. Is this even feasible or would it be just as bad of an idea as trying to be a PCP out of EM residency since I won’t have trained to be practicing that sort of medicine?
At this point I think I’m just rambling, but I’m all ears for ideas anyone has.
TL;DR:
SOAP’ed into EM due to geographical restrictions after not getting into an IM or FM spot. I really like the outpatient setting and trying to figure out how to make the best of my situation.
1. What do I need to do now to be ready for intern year given that I have basically no EM experience (rotated through an easy community site where I saw a few patients per day and then was cut loose)?
2. If I have no other options other than to stay in my EM program (I will make a separate post in another forum to discuss how to change out of EM), what options do I have after residency to at least get the lifestyle I want if I can’t get the practice environment I want?