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Preface: I generally do NOT feel good leaving exams. I did not do very well in basic sciences or on step 1. I left many exams feeling I had failed. I usually performed at around 30th percentile.
Things changed post-step 1. Although I had two tests that felt awful, most were okay feeling. My lowest shelf was my first, and I have improved since then. My shelf scores ranged from a low of 70 on the first, to 90 on my highest. Granted, those are low by most SDN standards but they were decent for me.
I passed my CCSE (comp) on my first attempt with a 235 converted score. I thought maybe it was just luck so I took it a second time and did a bit better. Then I studied for another month.
Two weeks ago I took Step 2 fully expecting that dreaded "i failed" doom feeling. Oddly, I found the exam to be doable. I was not exhausted at the end. Sure, there were plenty of things I was 50/50 abour, and several wt¿ questions. But overall, it wasn't so bad. I found it to be the most logical test I have encountered since beginning med school.
So now I am completely confused. My peers are not having the same experience and I hear residents and attendings reassuring them that it's a good sign to feel you failed. They claim that feeling good about an exam is a sure sign of failing. Every time I hear this factoid I become more worried. Surely someone has felt okay about this test and still managed to pass.
Please respond if you felt good post exam. Did you fail or did you pass?
Things changed post-step 1. Although I had two tests that felt awful, most were okay feeling. My lowest shelf was my first, and I have improved since then. My shelf scores ranged from a low of 70 on the first, to 90 on my highest. Granted, those are low by most SDN standards but they were decent for me.
I passed my CCSE (comp) on my first attempt with a 235 converted score. I thought maybe it was just luck so I took it a second time and did a bit better. Then I studied for another month.
Two weeks ago I took Step 2 fully expecting that dreaded "i failed" doom feeling. Oddly, I found the exam to be doable. I was not exhausted at the end. Sure, there were plenty of things I was 50/50 abour, and several wt¿ questions. But overall, it wasn't so bad. I found it to be the most logical test I have encountered since beginning med school.
So now I am completely confused. My peers are not having the same experience and I hear residents and attendings reassuring them that it's a good sign to feel you failed. They claim that feeling good about an exam is a sure sign of failing. Every time I hear this factoid I become more worried. Surely someone has felt okay about this test and still managed to pass.
Please respond if you felt good post exam. Did you fail or did you pass?