hey dr. AK,
it at least feels good to see someone else going thru the same thing...not that i'm saying this is something to feel happy about. but u get the opint. so...here's my situation that i'll share with you:
i've taken aamcas exams 3R - 8...and my scores have gone from 20, 23, 28, 26, 25, and 22, respectively....i've gone in this bell-shaped curve as you can see...and honestly, i dk why. i took the MCAT's before and got a 23...10 PS, 4 VR, 9 BS...didn't geti nto med school...obviously b/c of my crappy verbal score. but when i studied that time...i didn't get anything higher than 7's and 8's on PS and BS...(those were kaplan AND aamcas exams then...) but then suddenly on the real mcat..i ddi much better...at least on PS and BS....which surprised me a lot.
this time im' studying...and i got up to a 11 on PS and 9 on BS and 9 on VR. those were my highest individual scores, on separate tests. so im' hoping, maybe this time the MCAT will really go welll...b/c i'm doing a lot better than before.
i honeslty think we're prolly mentaly tired from all this..b/c we studied our asses off during the summer. and at least for me, when i was taking those practice exams...some weekends i just didn't feel like taking it...but i forced myslef to finish it either way...so i'm sure as hell that had an effect. and my friends who took the mcat before said dont' worry about hte overall scores...just think of your best score and go from there. b/c that just means, you did get to that point one way or another. plus..we're only giving us 10 minutes b/w each section to "rest up"...but on the real mcat..it'll prolly be more like 20 min's or even 25 min's "resting up" b/c the proctors read all the directions, collect, and distribute those exams...which will take a lot of time, which also means our minds will get a lot more mental, breathing room.
so at this point, we just need to relax...b/c honestly...we DO know this stuff...we did all the preparation we can right?? so why wouldn't it go well?? it should! and it WILL!! i went thru this same period in the last 2 weeks...so depressed i tell you....many nites of just tears. but i think i got out of it now, and i'm pumped, and i am thinking...all we can do now is just be confidant.
i hope this helps you out! and don't worry! there are people out there feeling your pain!! let's be confidant and get thru this one week!! good luck!!
--VRK