I am a 3rd year internal medicine resident. I loved my time in the ICU and am definitely considering doing a pulm/CC fellowship. However, I decided to work as a hospitalist for 2 years in order to get some life experience, travel, exercise autonomy, start paying back loans, ideally gain perspective into whether I really want to pursue pulm/cc fellowship. I have an awesome nocturnist job lined up at my home academic institution which I am really looking forward to starting. I just was approached by the pulm/cc PD at my home institution who offered me a spot as a 1st year pulm fellow starting this july b/c someone dropped out. Now I'm torn. On one hand, this is an incredible opportunity and it would be amazing to not have to go through the match and interview process. On the other hand, I was really looking forward to being a hospitalist for a couple years and gaining some perspective. Would it be crazy to pass up this opportunity? Is it really that hard to come back to do fellowship after a couple of years as a hospitalist?