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Hey guys, long time lurker/infrequent poster here on SDN.
I'm a first year M1 a top 30 medical school with enormous imposter syndrome and burn out. My program is a 1.5 year shortened preclinical curriculum and I am genuinely thinking that I need to take a year off after the summer in order to get my head back on straight. Simply put, I don't think I can pass boards and I don't think I have the motivation to keep going. I can barely get in 2-3 hours of study a day and have really stopped going to classes.
I am at a total loss at how I got into this program at this point. If I'm honest with myself, I took very few hard science courses as an undergrad (BA in Bio) and essentially utilized easy classes + hard work to come out with a high GPA. MCAT I did well on, but I just felt as though I had more energy back then for tasks like this.
What I'm wondering is the following:
-How bad would taking a year off post-summer look for residencies? I am straight out of undergrad. I am not considering doing anything competitive at this point. Not only due to grades but simply because it is incredibly clear to me I can't tolerate the hours required for things like those.
-This summer (2 months and a half) I have a part time teaching position for the MCAT. The other time I want to spend reviewing first years material in the hopes that I can somehow come back swinging for the 6 months of second year before starting the grind of boards (6 weeks built-in at the end of the 6 months). Let's pretend that I failed every course in M1 (I beg you guys I really NEED this COMPARISON SPECIFICALLY), is this POSSIBLE?
-If I could choose to take the time off directly following the summer vs. the end of my 2nd year (Essentially take it off once my classmates begin their board prep in late December) which would you guys recommend?
Thanks for taking the time to read and I really do need answers here.
I'm a first year M1 a top 30 medical school with enormous imposter syndrome and burn out. My program is a 1.5 year shortened preclinical curriculum and I am genuinely thinking that I need to take a year off after the summer in order to get my head back on straight. Simply put, I don't think I can pass boards and I don't think I have the motivation to keep going. I can barely get in 2-3 hours of study a day and have really stopped going to classes.
I am at a total loss at how I got into this program at this point. If I'm honest with myself, I took very few hard science courses as an undergrad (BA in Bio) and essentially utilized easy classes + hard work to come out with a high GPA. MCAT I did well on, but I just felt as though I had more energy back then for tasks like this.
What I'm wondering is the following:
-How bad would taking a year off post-summer look for residencies? I am straight out of undergrad. I am not considering doing anything competitive at this point. Not only due to grades but simply because it is incredibly clear to me I can't tolerate the hours required for things like those.
-This summer (2 months and a half) I have a part time teaching position for the MCAT. The other time I want to spend reviewing first years material in the hopes that I can somehow come back swinging for the 6 months of second year before starting the grind of boards (6 weeks built-in at the end of the 6 months). Let's pretend that I failed every course in M1 (I beg you guys I really NEED this COMPARISON SPECIFICALLY), is this POSSIBLE?
-If I could choose to take the time off directly following the summer vs. the end of my 2nd year (Essentially take it off once my classmates begin their board prep in late December) which would you guys recommend?
Thanks for taking the time to read and I really do need answers here.