This thread has been reported by several members due to statements that are concerning for thoughts of self-harm. SDN takes such statements seriously and we would like to remind you that SDN should not serve as a place to obtain counseling or other advice regarding significant psychological issues. If you are contemplating harming yourself, you should immediately seek professional counseling advice, not rely on SDN or other non-professional resources. Even if you are not planning to harm yourself, you should avail yourself of professional resources near you to help you cope with the issues you describe in your posts. Above all, we want all our members to remain safe.
One free resource available in the US is the National Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1-800-273-8255. Their website also lists local crisis centers.
