I have been trying to think of an appropriate response to this thread, but I realize that womansurg's eloquent words have already captured many of my thoughts.
some additional comments:
I doubt anyone would accuse me of having an "exaggerated sense of selfworth" as Gator implied. I have just finished writing how I think that the cleaning personnel are at least as important as the physicians. I was not being facetious. Nor do I agree with the practice of "saving lives" at all costs. I believe in passing on with grace when the unfortunate time comes. Also, I do enjoy many non-physician activities. I always will be, however, a physician whether I am at work or not.
I simply agree with everything Kansan expressed. Thank you for your kind words toward me, also.
Hooray for DocGeorge!!
Best of luck to you. By the way does the soldier analogy offend you?
SomeFakeName: First of all, you are of course entitled to your opinions and feelings and I in no way am trying to degrade them. I do think you are displaying a form of transference with a defense mechanism attached (denial?) to my comments. You know DARN well you are NOT the same person as you were when you entered medical school. NONE of us are. And for every resident that you claim to know who wipes off the emotional dirt of the daily medical grind and punches his card at the end their shift (HAH!), I know one that would honestly admit to being constitutionally changed by the process of becoming a physician. That pie-eyed, idealistic, wet-behind-the-ears, pre-med is transformed into either folks like me (and apparently Kansan and womensurg) who take great pride in physicianhood, or "House of God" cynics like yourself. You will NEVER convince me that my job is the same as a money district bean counter. I CARVE DEAD BODIES FOR A LIVING, for crying out loud! Womensurg opens up their living bodies and rearranges them. You (an internist, right?) poisons them. All in the name of fighting death. What are the BIGGEST fears of a soldier? SUFFERING AND DEATH! Soldiers EVERYWHERE fight to preserve life. What do you think we do? Is it hopeless or useless? We all know it is a war we cannot win, and the best we can hope for is to prolong life. Are we a sacred profession? ABSOLUTELY. It doesn't matter how YOU feel about your "job". To your patients, you are the link between life and death, regardless of how effective in actuality you are. For you to deny them their hope, their belief in you, to consider them "just a job", is so gut-wrenchingly sad.
Mindy
P.S. While I am generally not offended by your views however different from mine, I do think it is disrespectful to imply cowardliness in your colleagues.