I finally checked my score, 25Q. I guess I should be counting my blessings as I guessed most of PS since I couldn't think. It's heartbreaking really, given that I was scoring 30+ on my AAMCs and I studied all fall. I skipped out on so much just to study. All of that time wasted.
I never got below a 10 for VR, and I got an 8 on the real thing. Even in BS, I always scored 10+, yet now I got a 9. I don't think I've ever been so discouraged or felt like a failure as much as I do now. If I didn't have to get up for work, I'd just stay in my room and cry all day.
Any tips on how not to be majorly depressed? My next one is April 13th, but I can't fathom how I'm going to muster up the motivation or strength to try again. All I can think of when I open up anything MCAT related is how much I messed up and what a total screw up I am.