I'm not a troll. I don't understand, why do you think I am a troll? What makes me a troll? What is so wrong with what I say? Yeah, so I want to do derm. I will enjoy it, and have enough time to raise kids as well. I am not the kind of person who can "focus everything in my entire freaking life" to just a career. It's a freaking career, people! Do something you enjoy, but you need a leisure life too. Being a derm provides me with both, so I don't freaking see how the hell you consider me to be a troll. I don't understand what is wrong with my thinking? I don't want to travel around for military requirements and get sent to iraq, or some rural area! I want to live where I freaking want to live, in a good area in a city, where my children can go to a good school and participate in meaningful sports, like I was never able to do when I was a child. I also don't want to be one of those parents who is never home because of career. I am doing this career only HALF for me, and the other half for my future children, so they will never be as isolated as I was during childhood. My life is not a career, my life is my life. If i wanna do derm I do derm. All I'm looking for on this forum is the advice I ASK for, not the advice I don't ask for (such as how to live my life, and what choices I should make). No, I am looking only for advice that helps me achieve the choices I already am choosing. I don't understand why I am getting so much bashing. It is my life, and if I have to, I will bust ass to get into a great med school, and bust ass in med school to get into dermatology, and I will do MD/PhD if that means not taking out loans and giving more money to my future children, and a higher chance of getting into derm. Then, I will work 3/4 time as a dermatologist while raising my future children and providing for them. Ok? All I am looking on this forum is for advice regarding my questions, not my choices. People tell me not to do MD/PhD because "you're too selfish, the uni will spend so much money on you and you will go into private practice" blah blah blah. Do you know what? The universities are rich, and we people are poor. So it's not your decision about who is selfish and who is not.