All of these things that ttsd described sound awfully familiar.
Almost as soon as I got in my car after the MCAT I felt like I'd messed things up. A few hours later while I was trying to nurse a pint of Guinness I realized that things weren't that bad.
As for how I did on the MCAT: I'm sure I did a pretty bad job of it.
But there's some hope. I can either go to a school that let's me in despite that
or: just do the damn thing again.
As for the time in between? either get a job (this is unlikely, I've been looking for a while, but it seems like an honors degree doesn't get you much anymore....) or put some volunteer hours into a good cause.
Now, not everyone should do what I'm doing; my point is go find what puts you at peace. In order to do this you need to get away from your current environment and do some new stuff.
And if anyone's EXTREMELY upset about it, go and get some help (ie. go see a counsellor/psychiatrist) While just about everyone's got friends, sometimes there's stuff that we can't talk to friends about, but at the same time it may seem like something is eating us up from inside.......
I sympathize with anyone who's experiencing strong emotions about the MCAT.
But no matter how you did, this is not the end.
And no matter how you feel, YOU are the only one that can
pull yourself outta this. If you want to get off the couch, then do it. If you want to go outside, then go. If you want to paint, then paint. Do what you need to do in order to get you through this, because if you don't do it, then no one else will
btw: if you want to bake, then do that too. And then send me some of whatever you bake 🙂 (hey, where is that nice lady with those oreos.....)
Cheers all,
Silenthunder
ps. any people hear all that stuff flying around about trans-fats in the news lately? Apparently there are alot of trans-fats in present day oreos ( enough so that a present day "light" oreo would kill you more quickly than the regular oreos from the 60's.
sorry to digress; I think everyone should know about trans-fats, and the fact that they're not on all nutritional info charts yet.