I am a Clinical Research Research Coordinator and I have a Master's in Experimental Psychology. Since undergrad, I have been pursuing my PhD in Clinical Psychology. That path has not really worked for me and it's time I figure out what I really want to do. I love research, but I don't like being a research coordinator. I do not find it fulfilling at all. I am happiest on days when I see patient's but that's maybe 20% of my time. I love science and medicine and I love learning. I really want to find something that I am passionate about, where I feel like I am making a difference, enacting change, and helping people.
So that;s why I'm here. I am heavily considering doing an ABSN and then getting my DNP - specifically in psych or potentially PA school. But here's my dilemma: I am having a hard time not feeling like everything I've done before - undergrad, grad school, work - has been a huge waste of time if I decide to switch gears like this. I have a lot of guilt about it. I feel like I would be wasting all that time and money that it took to get my Master's in pursuit of my PhD. I made my bed but taking the path I have and it's time to lie in it. It's too late for me to switch like this. (I'm 26). It makes me feel like people will think my Master's was pointless and what have I been doing?
What should I do? Help
So that;s why I'm here. I am heavily considering doing an ABSN and then getting my DNP - specifically in psych or potentially PA school. But here's my dilemma: I am having a hard time not feeling like everything I've done before - undergrad, grad school, work - has been a huge waste of time if I decide to switch gears like this. I have a lot of guilt about it. I feel like I would be wasting all that time and money that it took to get my Master's in pursuit of my PhD. I made my bed but taking the path I have and it's time to lie in it. It's too late for me to switch like this. (I'm 26). It makes me feel like people will think my Master's was pointless and what have I been doing?
What should I do? Help