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Hey everyone,
I feel so lost & need some advice. I know that my GPA sucks, so if you don't have any constructive criticism to say please don't comment. I don't plan on applying until at least the 2020 cycle, so I'm trying to get feedback on what I can do to be a better candidate because I realize I'm probably not strong at all right now.
I've had a rough past two years. I'll be graduating in a coming weeks and my cGPA is a 3.25 and my sGPA is lowwwwwwwwwwww (very low, there was like one semester where I ended up getting straight C's in science classes and some other bad grades throughout my years at school mixed in). TLDR: Not very proud and I know it's really bad.
I had a lot of health issues personally & within my family, but I'm doing a lot better. tldr: I ended up attempting suicide and suffered depression, but I'm doing a lot better now and I'm at a good place mentally right now (the backstory is grueling, and i'm not getting into this; i'm not going to relive trauma right now). I realize some of you will comment if I can handle the rigors of medical school, but I believe I can, and my experiences with mental illness have only furthered my interest in working as a psychiatrist, particular for vulnerable global health populations.
MCAT: 518...honestly this is probably the only thing academically I have going for me right now :/
EC's:
- advised, consulted, worked on projects for international non-profits, social enterprises, & governmental agencies in different capacities (i.e. youth strategy, marketing, etc)
- serve on boards of notable non-profits
- personally founded three social impact organizations ranging from economic development initiatives to education accessibility, collectively having reached & supported 50,000 people in the past three years
- internships & fellowships with impact organizations & international aid organizations
- hospital volunteer 350 hours
Research:
- HIV/AIDS global health research for two years, likely will get publication this year
I feel like if I had stronger grades, I could have applied for some big name schools (to give a sense, I was recently on a 1 of 100 list alongside household name leaders for my work; i'm mentioning this because I feel like i'm a very annoying predicament where my grades don't match my EC's). I'm not gunning for big name schools & I realize that with my stats that would have never happened. I'm literally fine with going to any med school - I'm extremely desperate at this point and feel like a freaking loser with the gpa. My premed advisor told me that I should look at another path because it's not for me and it's really disheartening to hear this because I REALLY want this.
After graduation I've gotten a job working as a social impact strategist & consultant which I'm excited about. My end goal is to work as a physician in health systems strengthening efforts revolving around mental illness in low-income countries (hence all my experience & interests in international development, social impact, etc). I've looked at potential MD/MBA programs, but my primary aim is the MD right now.
TLDR: Good EC's, good-ish MCAT, poor GPA. What should I do? Post bacc? SMP? Anything to continue pursuing (or starting) to help my application?
I feel so lost & need some advice. I know that my GPA sucks, so if you don't have any constructive criticism to say please don't comment. I don't plan on applying until at least the 2020 cycle, so I'm trying to get feedback on what I can do to be a better candidate because I realize I'm probably not strong at all right now.
I've had a rough past two years. I'll be graduating in a coming weeks and my cGPA is a 3.25 and my sGPA is lowwwwwwwwwwww (very low, there was like one semester where I ended up getting straight C's in science classes and some other bad grades throughout my years at school mixed in). TLDR: Not very proud and I know it's really bad.
I had a lot of health issues personally & within my family, but I'm doing a lot better. tldr: I ended up attempting suicide and suffered depression, but I'm doing a lot better now and I'm at a good place mentally right now (the backstory is grueling, and i'm not getting into this; i'm not going to relive trauma right now). I realize some of you will comment if I can handle the rigors of medical school, but I believe I can, and my experiences with mental illness have only furthered my interest in working as a psychiatrist, particular for vulnerable global health populations.
MCAT: 518...honestly this is probably the only thing academically I have going for me right now :/
EC's:
- advised, consulted, worked on projects for international non-profits, social enterprises, & governmental agencies in different capacities (i.e. youth strategy, marketing, etc)
- serve on boards of notable non-profits
- personally founded three social impact organizations ranging from economic development initiatives to education accessibility, collectively having reached & supported 50,000 people in the past three years
- internships & fellowships with impact organizations & international aid organizations
- hospital volunteer 350 hours
Research:
- HIV/AIDS global health research for two years, likely will get publication this year
I feel like if I had stronger grades, I could have applied for some big name schools (to give a sense, I was recently on a 1 of 100 list alongside household name leaders for my work; i'm mentioning this because I feel like i'm a very annoying predicament where my grades don't match my EC's). I'm not gunning for big name schools & I realize that with my stats that would have never happened. I'm literally fine with going to any med school - I'm extremely desperate at this point and feel like a freaking loser with the gpa. My premed advisor told me that I should look at another path because it's not for me and it's really disheartening to hear this because I REALLY want this.
After graduation I've gotten a job working as a social impact strategist & consultant which I'm excited about. My end goal is to work as a physician in health systems strengthening efforts revolving around mental illness in low-income countries (hence all my experience & interests in international development, social impact, etc). I've looked at potential MD/MBA programs, but my primary aim is the MD right now.
TLDR: Good EC's, good-ish MCAT, poor GPA. What should I do? Post bacc? SMP? Anything to continue pursuing (or starting) to help my application?
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