I'm only now getting over not matching and needing to scramble. I was lucky enough to scramble into a residency in what I had originally applied to (IM). So even though the only difference is that I'll be doing my residency at a place I never expected to there's this nagging question that I would like cleared up.
I'm an average US med student, average scores, no research, average grades on rotations. I was geographically restricted so I didn't apply to many places. I got 11 interviews and due to scheduling went on 8 of them. I thought my interviews went well and I ranked all 8 places. I got post interview calls and emails from a few of the places, including from my top choice and that is the one I'm most puzzled about.
I got a very positive, personalized email from the PD of my #1 choice after my interview. I sent a thank you reply, to which he offered a second look, which I accept since it was not that far away. At the end of the second look I met with the PD again and he again expressed his interest in having me as a resident and I told him that his program was my #1 choice. With that we shook hands and he said these exact words: "I will see to it that you are ranked at the top of our list". Awesome, so I thought.
Anyway, comes match day and I go unmatched. The first place I look up on the unmatched list is my #1 choice and they have unfilled spots! So I call and get the PC on the phone and tell her I'm unmatched and she says she will tell the PD. As soon as I hang up I also send an email to the PD. I get no call or email back. Meanwhile I'm frantically calling around other unfilled places as are the people helping me scramble. Every so often I call back my #1 back but now the line is busy. Finally a few hours later I get the PC again and she says the PD is in the process of selecting scramblers and I should know by the end of the day. I never hear back from them again and watch as their unfilled spots disappear off the list. Towards the end of the day I get a call from a place I never interviewed at offering me a spot and I take it after a brief interview with the PD.
Does me going unmatched and my #1 choice going unfilled mean that they didn't rank me at all? If that's so, does it then mean the PD shook my hand, looked me right in the eye, and straight up lied to me when he said what he did about ranking me at the top of their list? Compounded by the fact that before the match he would return my emails the same day, sometimes within the hour, but after the match he never emailed me back.
Did the PD simply lie to me or was it something else, like maybe a resident during my second look taking a disliking to me and influencing the PD to change his mind? I thought I got along well with all of the residents during my interview and second look, but I suppose you never know. The reason I say that is because after my second look I sent thank you emails to a few of the residents and never received a response back from any of them even though they were real friendly with me during my interview and second look.
I'm an average US med student, average scores, no research, average grades on rotations. I was geographically restricted so I didn't apply to many places. I got 11 interviews and due to scheduling went on 8 of them. I thought my interviews went well and I ranked all 8 places. I got post interview calls and emails from a few of the places, including from my top choice and that is the one I'm most puzzled about.
I got a very positive, personalized email from the PD of my #1 choice after my interview. I sent a thank you reply, to which he offered a second look, which I accept since it was not that far away. At the end of the second look I met with the PD again and he again expressed his interest in having me as a resident and I told him that his program was my #1 choice. With that we shook hands and he said these exact words: "I will see to it that you are ranked at the top of our list". Awesome, so I thought.
Anyway, comes match day and I go unmatched. The first place I look up on the unmatched list is my #1 choice and they have unfilled spots! So I call and get the PC on the phone and tell her I'm unmatched and she says she will tell the PD. As soon as I hang up I also send an email to the PD. I get no call or email back. Meanwhile I'm frantically calling around other unfilled places as are the people helping me scramble. Every so often I call back my #1 back but now the line is busy. Finally a few hours later I get the PC again and she says the PD is in the process of selecting scramblers and I should know by the end of the day. I never hear back from them again and watch as their unfilled spots disappear off the list. Towards the end of the day I get a call from a place I never interviewed at offering me a spot and I take it after a brief interview with the PD.
Does me going unmatched and my #1 choice going unfilled mean that they didn't rank me at all? If that's so, does it then mean the PD shook my hand, looked me right in the eye, and straight up lied to me when he said what he did about ranking me at the top of their list? Compounded by the fact that before the match he would return my emails the same day, sometimes within the hour, but after the match he never emailed me back.
Did the PD simply lie to me or was it something else, like maybe a resident during my second look taking a disliking to me and influencing the PD to change his mind? I thought I got along well with all of the residents during my interview and second look, but I suppose you never know. The reason I say that is because after my second look I sent thank you emails to a few of the residents and never received a response back from any of them even though they were real friendly with me during my interview and second look.