Knowing what I know now, I'm no longer sure I want to spend so much energy and time on something that is so much of a crapshoot. So I'm wondering if anyone is willing to point me toward a good comparison of the MD route to the PhD route.
I'm particularly interested in job security, mostly because I hear a lot about PhD's struggling to find work. Also, I want to work in the industry in research and development (so that might have some bearing on the answer to the previous question). I was motivated to go into medicine by my love of biomedical science first and foremost (that is to say, the intellectual challenge and the idea that I would be doing something helpful for humanity), and pay/prestige a distant second (but not insignificant).
Basically, I've applied once to medical school and I'm stuck on 4 waitlists. I was extremely late in applying, but even so, I feel like there is too much luck involved in this process for me to justify more time spent. I want to spend my energy on something similar but that is more of a sure thing, really.
Any insight would be appreciated.
I have both degrees and I worked as a research scientist/professor before attending medical school. First of all, job security is meaningless if you hate what you do. Practicing clinical medicine and working as a research scientist/professor are two entirely different entities so you have to decide what you actually WANT to do, not job security. If you actually want job security, nursing, radiography, physician assistant (all biomedical) all take far less time than pursuing medicine or a Ph.D and have great job security.
If money is a concern, neither medicine nor Ph.D are going to be hugely profitable until you have invested a huge amount of time in your training. Even then, there are easier and faster ways to make money (biomedical engineering, medical device business) are relatively profitable means of making money that do not involve the years and commitment that of becoming a physician or Ph.D scientist.
I am not questioning your ability to become a physician or Ph.D scientist(I am sure you more than exceed the qualifications for both) but I am questioning whether you are realistic about the process. In my experience, neither of my careers was a "crap shoot" but the end result of careful and meticulous preparation and processing. There was nothing random about either of my careers. Granted, if I had not gotten into medical school, I could have easily continued to teach and do research but my preparation for my Ph.D was definitely not random and I didn't have a "fall-back" plan then.
Medicine is four years of medical school (no income) followed by 3 to 5+ years of residency (at marginal income). Becoming a Ph.D is minimally 4 years of coursework/dissertation research followed by 2-6 years of post-doc experience depending on what you ultimately want to accomplish. If you decide to head into academia, there is the issue of achieving tenure which can depend on your ability to write grants, do research and teach. If not academia but industry, you may spend a few years in an apprentice-type position which pays slightly more than post-doc before you see any huge amounts of monetary compensation.
In terms of both careers, the process was far from torture and immensely interesting and intellectually stimulating. I thrived on the politics of being an assistant professor in academics, loved teaching and loved my research. In medical school, I loved the subject matter and loved the challenge of doing better and better with each task. As residency quickly draws to a close, I can also say that I love taking care of patients and impacting their lives. In addition, I have some wonderful teaching responsibilities. In short, I love my career and would likely do what I am doing no matter what. Every day is just plain fun.
Sure it's difficult sitting on wait lists but now is the time to decide what you want and what you are going to do to get it. In terms of medicine, you choices are to re-apply or attend if you get off the wait list. In terms of graduate school, your choice is to apply (if you didn't do this at the same time your were floating your AMCAS application). In either case, if you don't get in, you should have a solid "Plan B" waiting in the wings.
If you are considering reapplication to medical school, June approaches fast and you mentioned that you were a late applicant this year. This would be a great time to be getting your stuff ready to go.
Good luck with your decision-making.