I’m a current clinical psychology PhD student in their 3rd year going through a bit (a lot) of an existential crisis regarding my career choice, and I was hoping for some guidance from more experienced professionals out in the field. I feel as though I hate being a therapist, no matter what orientation I try to lean into it has not gotten any better in the 1.5 years I’ve been one. Sitting with others in open ended psychotherapy for 50 minute sessions has proved to be incredibly anxiety provoking, far from personally compelling or meaningful, and I have so often felt lost on how to respond or empathetically listen to clients. I now believe it’s been a key catalyst in the depression I’ve been experiencing the last year, and I want to finally decide that I will not be a therapist after graduate school for my own sake and that of any potential patients. I’m trying to come to terms that it’s simply not a good fit for me. My worry is almost all successful LPs in the area seem to all have outpatient therapy caseloads
That being said, is it realistically feasible to be a full time clinical psychologist without doing much of any therapy without compromising much on stable income (hoping to make 120-150 or so, which I know is reasonable in my area). I love psychological assessment and am soon starting practicum at a neuropsychological assessment site, and I hope to lean more into that, but I have heard that a full time assessment gig is hard on financial security in comparison to a weekly caseload, but I wanted to ask the perspectives on others on that. It’s worth mentioning that I don’t care to go the academic route as well for several reasons I’ve been sure of since before graduate schools. I enjoy working with patients, just not as a therapist. Supervision and adjunct teaching are interesting too down the line as supplementary work though not as well paying. While I am considering looking into pursuing neuropsychological specialization, I don’t want to bank on that due to competitiveness, and assuming I don’t go down that route, how reasonable is it to hope I can achieve a well paying and secure career with this degree without doing therapy? What should I aim to do now for achieving such a route? For any who have achieved this or seen it, what does it look like (employed, private practice etc)? Thank you all
That being said, is it realistically feasible to be a full time clinical psychologist without doing much of any therapy without compromising much on stable income (hoping to make 120-150 or so, which I know is reasonable in my area). I love psychological assessment and am soon starting practicum at a neuropsychological assessment site, and I hope to lean more into that, but I have heard that a full time assessment gig is hard on financial security in comparison to a weekly caseload, but I wanted to ask the perspectives on others on that. It’s worth mentioning that I don’t care to go the academic route as well for several reasons I’ve been sure of since before graduate schools. I enjoy working with patients, just not as a therapist. Supervision and adjunct teaching are interesting too down the line as supplementary work though not as well paying. While I am considering looking into pursuing neuropsychological specialization, I don’t want to bank on that due to competitiveness, and assuming I don’t go down that route, how reasonable is it to hope I can achieve a well paying and secure career with this degree without doing therapy? What should I aim to do now for achieving such a route? For any who have achieved this or seen it, what does it look like (employed, private practice etc)? Thank you all