man now i feel like real crap, I to this day don't know what is difficult about the mcat, but it kicked my butt so badly twice...I mean all my practice tests were 33s and 34s with a couple of 31s in there, but i took the damn thing twice, i got a 26 and 28 respectively (with no particularly low scores in either area, like i got a 10, 8, and 10) but still... I am so frustrated that I haven't been able to break a 30 when I KNOW i can. I just don't really get it, I thought I did so well on verbal and would get a 13 or something, but only got a 10. to me, the only thing i've figured out is that for some reason I can't crack a 30 on the mcat and that for me personally makes it a challenging exam despite me thinking i did so well on both of these...both of what i got are such crap scores and with 1.5 months left? i don't know if i should retake the august one or not, I really have no fraggin clue, i'm literally on the verge of break down for this entire weekend. I pulled a Hulk like rage in my apartment and got so frustrated with everything. Why the HELL does this happen, god dammit, i'm angry now.
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i don't know if i should just apply or not, i'm not aplying to top schools, i'm applying to places like albany medical college, texas schools, some NC schools, the only real top ones i'm applyin gto are emory and baylor...but I don't know where else I should apply to with such **** mcat scores, anyone have any suggestions of where I can look at average to decent schools that would look at an applicant like me (taking the year off doing research tech position at a good immunology lab where i did one independent study my senior year and am now doing a rsearch job there with good chances of getting published or coauthorship on papers, 3.48 GPA, decent volunteer clinical and non clinically related, much stronger personal statement than I had last year when I was thinking of applying)...anyone have any ideas?? I want to take a look at the MSAR too but anyone else have any other BETTER ideas cuz i'd rather look at not JUST the MSAR but other more useful resources that are readily availalbe on the internet or library or something...