Props to the line from Fight Club ...
I think it kind of applies to first year, in a sense. You can study a whole lot, or you can just do what you need to do to pass. And that's what I am most surprised with - the fact that I can still do a lot of the things I like to do without too much interference with school - read some books, work out almost every day, hang out with my friends, talk with my long distance friends, go to the bar once in a while, and do some community service. It isn't too bad, I don't think that being a medical student defines my identity right now. With block scheduling, I get the first three weeks of the block basically off, and then gotta turn it on for the next two weeks and exams.
I don't really believe that someone who passes a tests as opposed to someone who honors a test is so far behind. I think all of us remember the pertinent stuff, or will get the pertinent stuff hammered into us at some point (at least that is what I'm lead to believe).
I find that the law of diminishing returns here is in full effect. I mean, I study X amount of hours to get a high pass, and if I studied 1.5X, I'm not sure if I'll honor. I think I know my position here, and that I'll probably stumble through medical school right around th 40-50th percentile of my class. And that's cool with me, as long as I have a life and am enjoying what I study.
I guess I just don't have too many gripes about med school, except that it is somewhat anti-intellectual, but if you did your research, I think you'd have known that anyway. I know third year will be a blast (as well as a lot of work).
Simul
Tulane Med '05