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I have realized going through medical school, especially 3rd year clinical, that I do not have a strong passion for medicine. Especially as of late, I have just been going through the motions and trying to avoid anything medicine related as much as possible.
Some may say I am just burned out, but that is not the only issue. I just generally hate hospital/clinic atmosphere. The residents and doctors are all burnt out and constantly battling each other through microaggressions. Medicine has just been such a depressing, self defeating field and I am someone who is already a stressed person as is and need my outlets. I am studying Step 2ck now and comparing myself to when I was studying Step 1; I just have 0 desire to do any of this.
I feel like the difference is while everyone in medicine complains about it, most people still accept the bs. I want no part of it
I would probably be happy quitting and finding something else but I am already in my fourth year and cannot afford to do so.
My ultimate question is what is a profession for people who do not want their life to revolve around medicine? A field where I do not have to interact with too many medicine professionals?
P.S. I hope I don't get too much judgement for this, I am just as disappointed in myself for realizing too late.
Some may say I am just burned out, but that is not the only issue. I just generally hate hospital/clinic atmosphere. The residents and doctors are all burnt out and constantly battling each other through microaggressions. Medicine has just been such a depressing, self defeating field and I am someone who is already a stressed person as is and need my outlets. I am studying Step 2ck now and comparing myself to when I was studying Step 1; I just have 0 desire to do any of this.
I feel like the difference is while everyone in medicine complains about it, most people still accept the bs. I want no part of it
I would probably be happy quitting and finding something else but I am already in my fourth year and cannot afford to do so.
My ultimate question is what is a profession for people who do not want their life to revolve around medicine? A field where I do not have to interact with too many medicine professionals?
P.S. I hope I don't get too much judgement for this, I am just as disappointed in myself for realizing too late.