No one knows why the hell they want medicine. They can't know. Not a single volunteering job, shadowing experience, or any course that you take can give you a glimpse of what it'll be like when you're done. I just finished M1, and I still don't know what the hell medicine is. Quite a bit of the replies on this thread mention how they "love medicine". I don't know about you, but I can tell you that there's no way I can love medicine (or anything for that matter) if I don't know what the heck it is that I'm dealing with in the first place.
My reason for going into medicine: I'm smart, I love the challenge, and I think medicine would be a great way for ME to grow up intellectually and emotionally. Screw the whole helping people crap. Every profession helps people, and almost every profession has a direct effect on other individuals.
Dont get me wrong, I like helping people. But, I did not go into medicine to help people. There are hundreds of other jobs I could have applied for that could have given me the opportunity to help even more people than a physician would. I went into medicine for ME ME ME ME. Everything else comes second. Unfortunately, it almost seems like these days you cant get into medical school unless you know what to say, and know how to make them think that you drank the kool aid.
Imagine a world without janitors. Everything would be disgusting. Everything would stink. Going to the bathroom would become a nightmare. Imagine a world without cops. Hell would break lose. Imagine a world without lawyers. You can get screwed over and over again, and you wouldn't know how to even start defending yourself. A world without teachers? Bus drivers? Baby sitters? Dentists? FIREMEN? You cant say that these people dont have a direct effect on our lives.
We're just like everyone else. We're just a little more type A, with 10 times the ego of the average person. We just dont want to think that we went through all this crap to be where were at right now, and yet were still just like everyone else.
Oh, and no, I would not be in medicine if the money wasnt this good. Im not in it for the money, but theres no way in hell I would do this if it werent for the money. If that makes any sense.
Geez, I only wanted to type a few sentences. Not a whole page. Maybe I need a hug