pamac- I understand your personal reasons for going np. if pa school had been the same cost, paid for by your work, and allowed a part time option what would you have done? I'm honestly curious about this.
No. There are more reasons than I usually state, because they are mostly pertinent to me vs the whims of someone asking for advice, but i can lay a few reasons out that are big for me.
For one, AAPA serves you guys very poorly. Getting a glimpse of the mindset of some of the folks (former and current) that participate in AAPA from the PA forums was a huge turnoff. I won't willingly attach myself to such an ineffectual group, nor depend on their efforts to advocate for my professional prestige. I feel like many of them seek to use the AAPA to be a vehicle for their personal ideology vs the advancement of the profession. ANA dabbles plenty in the realm of ideology, but they have the correct mindset that the primary goal should be to control their own destiny before they try to wield influence.
I've been trying to develop an eloquent way to explain one of the other core concepts that influenced me, and I think I'm closing in on adequately explaining my gut instinct: I don't want to ever feel like I'm an after-thought of another profession. When you look around, what other profession is like the PA profession? RTs run their own profession. Rad techs run their own profession. Lab folks run their own profession. Nurses run their own profession. Yet PAs have such high abilities and responsibilities that it seems strange that they are still within the fiefdom of physicians. It's a prestigious fiefdom, but I just don't like the way you guys adhere to an organizational structure that is similar to the way cna's and LPNs fill, especially given the talents you guys have. To me there is no good reason to not have PAs exist as your own body of providers, especially when you have NPs as an example of providers with some daylight between them and physicians. If anyone could handle more autonomy, its the well trained PAs. Its a bit condescending to insist that things just wouldnt work if PAs weren't joined at the hip with physicians. So to wrap up what I'm trying to say here: I find it unappealing that of the different healthcare professions, the profession of PA needs explicit approval of another profession (physicians) so as to be allowed to exist in the first place. Granted, the other professions serve to either provide information to the physician, or otherwise carry out the physician's prerogative, but they act in their own realms and behave as they are a discipline among themselves. I personally enjoy the distinctness of my roles, and don't like the idea of having to seek approval of a separate profession in order to do my job.
So that's the inner idiological reactionary in me speaking far too philosophically. I don't want to be doctor PAMAC DNP, that runs his own noctor clinic and gives interviews telling people about how I feel I'm equivalent to a family practice physician. I dont feel compelled to have the last word on patient care just to flex a muscle within my ego. I just want to be a free agent that is proud to be part of a distinct profession, just like I am as a nurse, or like I was as a medical lab scientist. Just the simple nature of the Pa profession denotes that what they need to practice their trade is the equipment of the trade, their talents, and a supervising physician. So you parachute in and are ready to go on paper, but only if you have arrangements made to have proper agreements in place. As a nurse, I can show up somewhere and practice nursing functions without regard to who is looking over my shoulder. I don't have to provide for my own supervisor in order to get started. Even if the SP arrangement is just a formality that is easily bypassed, it's still there. That means that PA is not your profession... it belongs to physicians.... And they allow you to participate. I want my own profession, I don't want to be a guest in someone else's. I could never shake that feeling.
Another reason I was drawn to nursing is that I like to be a pocket knife rather than a scalpel. I'll walk into a room as an NP, and know what's being done by the nurses to take care if the patient, and I'll know what is being done from my perspective as a provider. I also have my lab background to draw from and will know what is being done in the basement to serve my patient. I could do the same thing as an RN/PA I guesse, but even though I feel like PA education may be better, I don't think it's leaps and bounds ahead of NP training.
Mobility within the PA world was very appealing, but being a nomad has its disadvantages as well, and I asked myself how much I really felt I expected to jump around between specialties. I decided I wasn't likely to want to do much of that, so that didn't seem the kind of perk I needed to dwell on.
So those are a few issues that rounded out the financial considerations. Looming just as large was the fact that i liked my job, and wanted to stay for a bit. I liked my hospital, and wanted to guarantee more time there. I wanted to see how fluid my transition would be to move to a different field and take advantage of the ability to use my contacts to help me along the way (and it did... I work exactly where I want to, when I want). And I like the time I've been able to spend with my family. Not only am I able to work, my wife has continued to work in her field without disruption or relocation. So that's another financial plus.
When all is said and done, and I hit the ground on my first day as an NP, I'm not at all worried about a new grad PA showing me up if we were to be practicing head to head. I'm not direct entry. I have considerably more biological science education than most nurses, and most of the PAs being cranked out these days (or even cranked out in the past). I have significant and broad HCE. I worked full time and went to school full time and performed very well. I do very well where I'm at and am well regarded by my peers. Stressful situations don't get the best of me. I have a lot of things I struggle at, but Im not afraid to confront them, and I'm not afraid to ask someone to highlight them for me. I'm not all that, but I work hard to do my job. While I acknowledge my NP education may lag a little because I'll be on the floor keeping patient's alive by titrating pressers while a 23 year old is learning about blood pressure for the first time, I'm fine with having to play a little catch up. I've never advocated at all for DE NP programs so I take little pleasure in running through mind exercises involving whether a new grad DE PA is better than a new grad DE NP. I don't care who is better because I feel like I have little in common with either of them.