JakiraJakira
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Hi everyone!
I am in a pretty rough predicament right now on internship. For context, I am a School Psychology PhD student from an R1 university who matched at an academic medical center in the area of Pediatric Psychology. My internship started in July and goes till next June. I have not encountered hiccups from past supervisors about my clinical abilities or performance, and having seen some of my LORS for internship, know that others perceptions of me were good.
I knew that internship was going to be a difficult experience, and going into Pediatric psychology, integrated primary care, and seeing a wide range of ages/clinical concerns as a generalist would be challenging. It is evident to my supervisors on internship early that I was well below where they expected me to be in several areas (knowledge of interventions for different concerns, ability to think on my feet in fast paced scenarios like abuse/risk screenings, and my interpersonal skills).
There has definitely been some skill gaps in my training (I mostly worked with adolescents and young adults individually, and now am working with a good amount of younger children and families/caregivers). However, two things that have been challenging to me are my personal situation (split up with my long-term fiance of 6 years once we moved to the internship location but still stuck living with him which has been stressful and led to depressed mood earlier in internship) and then myself having more moderate ADHD, combined which has been something I have had to reckon with when I consider some of my supervisor's concerns (that I sometimes struggle to actively listen in session when juggling different things, that it is harder for me to pick up social cues in session, my EMR documentation needs some work, and that my working memory is taxed in sessions to the point that I take copious notes to be prepared to precept with my supervisors in visits). I am working to get disability accommodations since September, but it has been incredibly slow, and I won't get them in time for anything to help.
I was notified in early October at the 3 month mark of internship, that I was below expectations and would be placed on a remediation plan. There were quite a few areas noted for me to make up in and several deadlines for me to meet to stay (one at the end of November, and the other in late December). They have put in effort in training me, giving extra supervision, and slowing down my schedule (which has also made it harder for some of my skills to be observed). I met the November deadline they had for me, and at the end of that deadline, have about 3 weeks to meet the last deadline, which also has the potential for me to be dismissed.
While I am trying to stay hopeful, it seems very likely that I will be asked to leave. I believe that I have made substantial progress towards my plan since it was implemented and believe that if given time I can meet the goals they have for me (independence) by the end of the training year. This is also evident by my supervisor's reporting and my ratings on evaluations. However, they are hoping to remove the supports they have put in place in January, and expect me to be mostly independent.
I am posting here because I am kind of at a loss for what being dismissed from my internship would mean for my career. I am interested in going into academia and had applied to positions prior to being placed on a remediation plan that led to virtual interviews and several campus visits at R1/R2 PhD programs. I am afraid that being dismissed from internship will be a gigantic red flag that will be hard to dismiss from my record. Especially, because my PhD program's plan B for me is to complete an unaccredited internship in a local school district next year after doing another practica to prove my skills in the Spring. The alternative is adding an additional 2 YEARS to my training by going back to my program and participating in APPIC again. I have a hard time believing that places will want to interview me after this experience, despite how much growth and learning I have demonstrated and had while here.
Any advice or words of wisdom would be appreciated.
I am in a pretty rough predicament right now on internship. For context, I am a School Psychology PhD student from an R1 university who matched at an academic medical center in the area of Pediatric Psychology. My internship started in July and goes till next June. I have not encountered hiccups from past supervisors about my clinical abilities or performance, and having seen some of my LORS for internship, know that others perceptions of me were good.
I knew that internship was going to be a difficult experience, and going into Pediatric psychology, integrated primary care, and seeing a wide range of ages/clinical concerns as a generalist would be challenging. It is evident to my supervisors on internship early that I was well below where they expected me to be in several areas (knowledge of interventions for different concerns, ability to think on my feet in fast paced scenarios like abuse/risk screenings, and my interpersonal skills).
There has definitely been some skill gaps in my training (I mostly worked with adolescents and young adults individually, and now am working with a good amount of younger children and families/caregivers). However, two things that have been challenging to me are my personal situation (split up with my long-term fiance of 6 years once we moved to the internship location but still stuck living with him which has been stressful and led to depressed mood earlier in internship) and then myself having more moderate ADHD, combined which has been something I have had to reckon with when I consider some of my supervisor's concerns (that I sometimes struggle to actively listen in session when juggling different things, that it is harder for me to pick up social cues in session, my EMR documentation needs some work, and that my working memory is taxed in sessions to the point that I take copious notes to be prepared to precept with my supervisors in visits). I am working to get disability accommodations since September, but it has been incredibly slow, and I won't get them in time for anything to help.
I was notified in early October at the 3 month mark of internship, that I was below expectations and would be placed on a remediation plan. There were quite a few areas noted for me to make up in and several deadlines for me to meet to stay (one at the end of November, and the other in late December). They have put in effort in training me, giving extra supervision, and slowing down my schedule (which has also made it harder for some of my skills to be observed). I met the November deadline they had for me, and at the end of that deadline, have about 3 weeks to meet the last deadline, which also has the potential for me to be dismissed.
While I am trying to stay hopeful, it seems very likely that I will be asked to leave. I believe that I have made substantial progress towards my plan since it was implemented and believe that if given time I can meet the goals they have for me (independence) by the end of the training year. This is also evident by my supervisor's reporting and my ratings on evaluations. However, they are hoping to remove the supports they have put in place in January, and expect me to be mostly independent.
I am posting here because I am kind of at a loss for what being dismissed from my internship would mean for my career. I am interested in going into academia and had applied to positions prior to being placed on a remediation plan that led to virtual interviews and several campus visits at R1/R2 PhD programs. I am afraid that being dismissed from internship will be a gigantic red flag that will be hard to dismiss from my record. Especially, because my PhD program's plan B for me is to complete an unaccredited internship in a local school district next year after doing another practica to prove my skills in the Spring. The alternative is adding an additional 2 YEARS to my training by going back to my program and participating in APPIC again. I have a hard time believing that places will want to interview me after this experience, despite how much growth and learning I have demonstrated and had while here.
Any advice or words of wisdom would be appreciated.
