Hey,
It’s Simul. I’m not back
🙂 But, I just wanted to post a quick note.
I am under such scrutiny for everything I write. I’ve had ASTRO leadership interfere with my job search and I’ve had people try to get me in trouble at my job. Just recently, I was asked about a few sentences in a Substack post - turns out the owner of my several hundred physician multi-specialty practice (not a rad onc, but a great person, nonetheless) had seen it and had some questions. Although I have many supporters, I have a significant amount of detractors. I often wonder why - I’m pretty sure if we met in person, we’d likely be cool. But, it’s these folks that can cause significant distress in my professional life, which tends to cause significant distress in my personal life. I’m a bit of a high anxiety guy, so I try to avoid that.
With the Substack, I can be extremely careful and curated. I can go back and change things - it’s under my editorial control. Yes, people can screenshot things, but it’s a little bit different than on a public forum where I may slip and say something - boom - it ends up emailed to someone I work with/for and without context or explanation, I may have consequences.
Why not just be anonymous? Idk, I did that for a bit. I’m going to confess - DamnDaniel was me 😂 - but someone figured it out and I hightailed it outta there. Had another anonymous account, but it’s not the same for me. I like who I am and I like saying what I’d like to say. I just need to be more protective. Family and all - need a paycheck to survive.
Anyway, I hope more of you can read what I write and contribute and comment. I still read what you all say here. The ones I know, I often will message about a post. I like to stay connected - I still think this is an amazing place. But it seems less busy these days.
I’m at
Radiation Medicine: Dollars and Sense | Simul Parikh | Substack
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Sim