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Hello everyone,
I would really appreciate honest advice on how to move forward.
I recognize that as trainees and applicants, we are often in vulnerable positions. I’ll try to keep this concise and focused. I would value both practical and psychosocial guidance.
I have felt quite isolated and unsure about my direction recently, but I am now trying to re-engage and move forward constructively.
Early medical school was largely a “survival mode” experience due to academic and personal stressors. I was placed on academic probation early on, which significantly affected my confidence and mindset at the time. However, I ultimately stabilized academically and completed the program.
I also recognize in retrospect that I did not have the right mentorship and pursued radiology initially without fully understanding fit or competitiveness. I now believe Internal Medicine (and possibly Family Medicine) aligns better with my skills and interests.
Living at home with parent after graduation also negatively impacted my focus and productivity.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I truly appreciate any thoughtful guidance.
I would really appreciate honest advice on how to move forward.
I recognize that as trainees and applicants, we are often in vulnerable positions. I’ll try to keep this concise and focused. I would value both practical and psychosocial guidance.
I have felt quite isolated and unsure about my direction recently, but I am now trying to re-engage and move forward constructively.
Background
- Graduated from a DO program in 2023
- Did not apply for residency during or immediately after graduation
Strengths
- No board failures (COMLEX scores ~500)
- No repeated years
- Remediated 3 courses (all successfully within the same semester)
- Passed all clinical rotations (completed during COVID)
- Strong foundational knowledge (recent dedicated Step 1 preparation using First Aid)
Challenges
- Bottom quartile academically (though improved over time)
- Took a leave of absence after 2nd year due to not feeling prepared for COMLEX Level 1
- Took a second leave after 3rd year for research at a large cancer institution and to pursue USMLE Step 1 (at the time scored, initially aiming for radiology)
- Delayed decision-making and lack of structured mentorship regarding residency planning
Personal Context (brief for context)
- First-generation immigrant (moved to the U.S. at age 12)
- Limited family guidance in navigating medical training
- Significant personal and family stressors, including caregiving responsibilities
- Previously worked as a high school teacher in an underserved community
- Engineering degree from a top-tier university
- MCAT ~90th percentile
Additional Context
Early medical school was largely a “survival mode” experience due to academic and personal stressors. I was placed on academic probation early on, which significantly affected my confidence and mindset at the time. However, I ultimately stabilized academically and completed the program.
I also recognize in retrospect that I did not have the right mentorship and pursued radiology initially without fully understanding fit or competitiveness. I now believe Internal Medicine (and possibly Family Medicine) aligns better with my skills and interests.
Living at home with parent after graduation also negatively impacted my focus and productivity.
Recent Turning Points
- Took on primary responsibility for coordinating care and relocation of an elderly female family member (with cognitive impairment/medical issues) to assisted living in Canada from developing country. I am still the full time caregiver remotely
→ This experience significantly deepened my interest in patient care, complexity, and longitudinal management - Through studying, I have regained confidence in my foundational medical knowledge
- I am now committed to pursuing residency training (IM primarily, likely dual applying IM/FM). IM because feel excited and enjoy the IM rotatio and the critical thinking/care-coordinating role of an internist. Yes, it's more challenging and need strong knowledge-base so that's what Step1/Step2 recent scores can show?
My Questions
- Would it be advisable to:
- Take USMLE Step 1 and Step 2, and apply to IM/FM in the next cycle?
- Alternatively:
- Apply this September to preliminary positions using COMLEX only
- Then take Step 1 and Step 2 during the year
- Reapply in the following cycle (Sept 2027) with updated scores and letters?
- More broadly:
- Given my background, what would be the most realistic and strategic path to entering residency?
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I truly appreciate any thoughtful guidance.
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