Hi everyone,
I'm a fresh graduate who is interested in psychiatry but I'm facing some troubles in taking the right decision. I'm also interested in radiology as well, with a little interest in IM as well but I can't decide. I like psychiatry because it is interesting, rewarding, intellectually challenging and the hours are great. There are a few things holding me back from choosing psychiatry, I know they might sound silly for some. I'm asking this because I'm sure there are others who had the same concerns i have..
I did an attachment for about 2 months in a private psychiatry facility, I really thought that 4 weeks was enough for me to decide but still after 2 months, I can't!
-personality. I'm shy, anxious and generally indecisive. I'm fairly normal in everyday normal life but "internally" I'm anxious. A senior college has picked up this anxiety once and told me "you should work on yourself" because patients are going o pick that up too, he said!
- I feel distressed around violent/potentially violent patients, specially addicts (am I too timid for psychiatry?). I'm also a bit naive, and sometimes patients can manipulate me without me noticing that they are making up stories, etc.
-I know this is bad, but sometimes I felt repulsion/abhorrence towards some patients (it is rare), we are not supposed to judge anyone as doctors but this was stronger than me. I don't know how do you guys cope with this feeling (dealing with really "evil" patients without judging them as "evil" but in the same time paying attention to their "evilness"!)
-Legalities just scare me! Having to testify, carers trying get rid of their relatives. An example a college told me was a psychiatrist who was treating an addict who was a homosexual! The patient "wanted" the doctor and threatened he will accuse him of abuse if he didn't ... with him. Hearing such stories really raises the question: and why bother with all of this?
Sorry for the long post!
I'm a fresh graduate who is interested in psychiatry but I'm facing some troubles in taking the right decision. I'm also interested in radiology as well, with a little interest in IM as well but I can't decide. I like psychiatry because it is interesting, rewarding, intellectually challenging and the hours are great. There are a few things holding me back from choosing psychiatry, I know they might sound silly for some. I'm asking this because I'm sure there are others who had the same concerns i have..
I did an attachment for about 2 months in a private psychiatry facility, I really thought that 4 weeks was enough for me to decide but still after 2 months, I can't!
-personality. I'm shy, anxious and generally indecisive. I'm fairly normal in everyday normal life but "internally" I'm anxious. A senior college has picked up this anxiety once and told me "you should work on yourself" because patients are going o pick that up too, he said!
- I feel distressed around violent/potentially violent patients, specially addicts (am I too timid for psychiatry?). I'm also a bit naive, and sometimes patients can manipulate me without me noticing that they are making up stories, etc.
-I know this is bad, but sometimes I felt repulsion/abhorrence towards some patients (it is rare), we are not supposed to judge anyone as doctors but this was stronger than me. I don't know how do you guys cope with this feeling (dealing with really "evil" patients without judging them as "evil" but in the same time paying attention to their "evilness"!)
-Legalities just scare me! Having to testify, carers trying get rid of their relatives. An example a college told me was a psychiatrist who was treating an addict who was a homosexual! The patient "wanted" the doctor and threatened he will accuse him of abuse if he didn't ... with him. Hearing such stories really raises the question: and why bother with all of this?
Sorry for the long post!