first year medical student

(Sorry, it's a bit long and personal but your help would mean a lot!) I'm an 18yo girl and I'll officially start my first year as an undergrad med student in two weeks. It's all very surreal and all my dreams seemed to come true while I feel very confused about what life ahead of me will be...

Title says it all. Bored and in an easy block right now, so I figured I'll hop back on SDN.