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M4 here, applied Ortho and did 4 away rotations and probably will match if I rank. However I got burnt out after 1-2 aways and hated pretty much everything after that. I regret applying Ortho.
What do I do? If I start Ortho residency and 2 months in already want to switch, will my PD even support this switch so early?
I applied and interviewed at 5 TYs, do I rank them higher?
I know I'd be so much happier in ophthalmology or DR, I should have applied to one of those. I would just do a TY but I know it's so hard to get into ophtho as an MD graduate. What would you do?
Any advice helps this lost 4th year med student. :/
I think you should rank and try to match. There’s a reason you pursued ortho and wanted it at some point. Being a student sucks. You have no real responsibility. You’re not really part of the team. You’re the lowest on the totem pole. The floor and OR staff treat you poorly. You’re not building by significant surgical or patient management skills.M4 here, applied Ortho and did 4 away rotations and probably will match if I rank. However I got burnt out after 1-2 aways and hated pretty much everything after that. I regret applying Ortho.
What do I do? If I start Ortho residency and 2 months in already want to switch, will my PD even support this switch so early?
I applied and interviewed at 5 TYs, do I rank them higher?
I know I'd be so much happier in ophthalmology or DR, I should have applied to one of those. I would just do a TY but I know it's so hard to get into ophtho as an MD graduate. What would you do?
Any advice helps this lost 4th year med student. :/
This is soooo true! Preach, doc. Being a med student away rotator on ortho rotations was one of the worst experiences of my life (hence why I'm reconsidering). I'm such a doer and love using my hands, I couldn't handle all the shadowing. Hoping it gets better on the other side. Thank you for your replyI think you should rank and try to match. There’s a reason you pursued ortho and wanted it at some point. Being a student sucks. You have no real responsibility. You’re not really part of the team. You’re the lowest on the totem pole. The floor and OR staff treat you poorly. You’re not building by significant surgical or patient management skills.
The hours as a sub-I or resident can suck. However, the nature of how that time is spent makes a difference. As a resident, the sense of comradery and the satisfaction from learning and growing makes the experience more palatable. As a student, you’re constantly being judged and you’re not even sure if this sub-I you’re experiencing will be your future specialty because you haven’t matched yet.
You can always switch to DR after a year or two if you truly hate it.
Thank you kind stranger. Really appreciate you laying out my options. This nuclear medicine fellowship you mentioned can you actually do that after a TY?Plenty of people do switch, so it is possible. There's a long history of surgical residents transitioning to DR, gas, and path during training, while still being able to interview and match at top programs. There are also typically at least a handful of PGY2 positions open in gas/DR each year, so you might not even delay your training if you were able to match one of those. You'd let your PD know, since a letter from them would be expected - most PDs are fine with it. The only difficulty is the relative increase in the level of competition in gas/DR lately, which may inhibit switchers a bit especially at competitive coastal programs (but probably not shut them out). Ophtho is probably out unfortunately (unless you either delay graduation or decide to do research post-graduation instead of matching) given the challenging margins and high level of competition - would be too hard to accrue the research, letters, and rotations required unless you've already built those. It would make sense to start some conversations with potential mentors in the alternate specialty this spring, since you'll need letters and exposure. You'd also want to leverage any medical school connections you could build, since matching at your medical school's program would likely be one of the most accessible in the event of a switch.
If you were absolutely certain that you didn't want to do ortho, you could consider withdrawing from the match and delaying graduation. This would allow you to accumulate extra research, letters, and rotations while hiding yourself within the "MD senior" category (preventing you from being filtered out as a grad). This would open up ophtho if you're productive enough. You'd also likely have more time to create a better app, rather than trying to check all those boxes while working 80 hours a week as a surgical intern. This would of course have it's own cons - delaying your salary clock, and potentially having to take an additional semester's worth of tuition or work a research job temporarily. This route makes the most sense if you highly value being able to access "top" or competitive programs in the new specialty, and don't mind taking some additional setup time. It'd be important to talk to your school deans/admin to learn more about how you'd actually go about this and what they can offer you (e.g. some places can offer a tuition free year).
Of the three options you mentioned (match and switch, delay grad, match TY) matching at a TY seems like the least preferable. Has the cons of graduating/not being protected by "MD senior categorization" and needing to work a fair bit/no way to get new rotations/research, without the pro of being able to actually see whether you do like ortho and want to continue after all. It wouldn't be the worst since it could be chill enough to prep a good app and allow you to enter a PGY-2 spot, but that just seems like a narrower route (would really need to match the PGY-2 to make it worth it, or figure out something unique - e.g., could do a TY, then a nuclear medicine fellowship, then match a DR spot on the normal cycle).
Fourth potential option is graduate and do research (withdraw from match). Pro is a lot of time to improve app, and no need to pay any tuition/figure that out. Negative is you may be filtered, but it'd probably be ok. Could be used to set up an ophtho app.
Before deciding how to proceed, I'd echo the above recommendations to closely examine your thoughts/feelings, and potentially push through and match. You may just be burned out from the audition process. Needing to always be "on" and impress those around you may have provided a more negative experience than you'd have as an actual resident, where feelings of improvement/confidence might buoy your opinion of the specialty. You also chose ortho for a reason - do you feel like like something fundamentally changed (pros became neutrals, or even cons), or are you just tired? Also, what made you miserable on the aways - was it the OR/what attendings do, or the drudgery of consults and running around the hospitals with the juniors? If it's the latter, that stuff improves after PGY-2; while it's tough, it's not forever.
I also wouldn't underestimate the stress/cost involved in taking an alternate or "weird" path. Whether you switched after PGY-1 or delayed graduation, the next 12 ish months might be pretty stressful. Your friends and classmates graduate and move on, and it's a lot of pressure to be outside of the stream of normalcy and having to justify to yourself and others. As mentioned above, while ortho residency is never a cake-walk, it should improve after PGY2 - 2 hard/stressful years. If you switch, it might be 1 hard/stressful year while you get yourself situated. Is 2 years to 1 really that much of a difference in the end? This certainly isn't to discourage you if this is the path that's best - only you can know that. But I would make sure to be super certain that you just would not be happy as an ortho attending at all, since it might be a bumpy ride for a little bit and that needs to be worth it.
I'm not sure you can do this, though I don't know anyone who actually did nuc med.e.g., could do a TY, then a nuclear medicine fellowship, then match a DR spot on the normal cycle
Thank you kind stranger. Really appreciate you laying out my options. This nuclear medicine fellowship you mentioned can you actually do that after a TY?
I'm not sure you can do this, though I don't know anyone who actually did nuc med.
Feel this. What'd you switch into? Did you ever regret the switch?Luckily I figured out I didn’t want this life earlier on. I wanted ortho since day 1. Busted my ass to get pubs, honors, and high step scores. Decided late into 3rd year that this was exhausting and not worth it. It’s not the life I wanted.
It sucks that you are just now figuring this out, but also realize that some people realize this into their 1st, 2nd, or 3rd year of surgical residency. I think what’s important is that you ask yourself are you 100% certain this isn’t what you want? You are so close to the finish line, so don’t throw in the towel unless you’ve fully contemplated and accepted this decision.
I’m not quite sure if it would be better to start out in ortho and switch later or if it would be better to delay your graduation and apply next year into a different specialty.
Anesthesia. The best specialty 😉Feel this. What'd you switch into? Did you ever regret the switch?
Both ophtho and radiology require a prelim year and start at the PGY-2 level. Not sure if a year of PGY-1 ortho residency would count toward this (or if you would have to repeat a PGY-1 year anyways), as the typical prelim options are usually a IM, Surgery, or TY.M4 here, applied Ortho and did 4 away rotations and probably will match if I rank. However I got burnt out after 1-2 aways and hated pretty much everything after that. I regret applying Ortho.
What do I do? If I start Ortho residency and 2 months in already want to switch, will my PD even support this switch so early?
I applied and interviewed at 5 TYs, do I rank them higher?
I know I'd be so much happier in ophthalmology or DR, I should have applied to one of those. I would just do a TY but I know it's so hard to get into ophtho as an MD graduate. What would you do?
Any advice helps this lost 4th year med student. :/
I mean, I’m a resident and I hate standing there doing nothing in cases.Regarding this point, I'm not tired anymore, I was exhausted the entire Fall but I figured by now these feelings would fade. I'm frustrated that that they haven't. I was miserable on aways mostly due to the shadowing and the horrid hours. I started hating most OR days (which I've never felt before), I hated cases that lasted over 90 minutes. This drove me freaking insane, standing there wearing lead doing absolutely nothing, internally having a panic attack because I'm so bored and questioning my entire career path. I reached my breaking point on my last ortho rotation, a polytrauma came in during weekend call and we had the slowest Attending in the hospital. We literally were operating on the same patient for 24 full hours on my Saturday and Sunday. Obviously as a rotator I did nothing but stand there, watching them go back and forth, inlet and outlet, for all those hours. THIS DRIVES ME NUTS. I lost my **** after this...
I liked seeing consults in the ED because I find it fun, but I found that I hate splinting and using fluoro and having to man your own C-arm (though I've never actually done it, I was just helping the residents). I love hand and sports though. Does it sound like I chose the wrong field?
my question is how much can you actually "like" a job?I regret applying Ortho.
Yeah! I wouldn’t worry. You can soap into anesthesia this cycle. Heard there will be plenty unfilled spots 😉 /sAnesthesia. The best specialty 😉
I like my job a good bit. Sure, it’s stressful at times, and some aspects suck (complications, bureaucracy etc) but I spend a majority of my time doing cool things or socializing with coworkers that I like. I’m sure being paid well is a big factor in how much I like my job, but if I woke up super rich tomorrow I’d keep doing my job, just maybe fewer shifts.my question is how much can you actually "like" a job?
i've been an IM hospitalist for close to 10 years, i'd say theres maybe 5% of the time i actually enjoy it, u know when u get to help the rare patient that can walk and talk and is a nice human being. rest of it are either boring paperwork/cya stuff or ever so slightly delaying the inevitable in the chronically ill
optho is a surgical specialty too, so obviously u dont dislike surgery. is there really that big of difference between the two? if its just lifestyle and call schedule, do you not get to pick ur own schedule as an ortho attending?
i work somewhat less than the average FT hospitalist because to me working is a waste of life, i want to do it as little as possible. it is a means to enable other things i enjoy in life. i dont dislike medicine, i'd choose the same path if i had to do it again. but at the end of the day a career is still just work. ur not supposed to love it.
i dont know of any docs around me who would do their jobs for free, in fact i've come across quite a few that will go great lengths just to avoid taking a patient.
also, as a student, alot of what people end up liking is based on their experiences on those particular rotations, which isnt necessarily a good representation of attending life in their respective specialties. there is a large variation even going from job to job in the same specialty. u have the ability to match into a high paying specialty, if u end up not liking it , you could just work half as much as someone else while still making the same pay. doenst sound so bad to me.
I woke up super rich tomorrow I’d keep doing my job, just maybe fewer shifts.
i'd also do it, but it would be to maintain my ability to work in case i need to again, not for enjoyment reasons
maybe its different for surgical, u guys work so much and have to do so much more to get there, if u didnt like it who would want to go through that.
i dont think any of my coworkers wake up everyday looking forward to working. i dont either, but as a job, its still better than most others. i'm pretty ok with it.
i actually didnt mind residency at all. kinda liked it, IM residency hours werent that bad and people were nice.Considering it's 7 years of serious suck, to only like your job 5% of the time for the rest of your life sounds really depressing. Idk, just a med student here but I hope to god when im finally doing something I actually chose to do i'll enjoy it more
It's not a thing, sorry. No matter what other field you're in, you wind up in the group of people trying to match in from the outside, and it's not very common or very successful (though it does happen). Having the ability to do aways with a possible research fellowship that you've mentioned gives you the best chance to have connections and papers, which in turn gives you the best chance to match (and senior status is not something to underestimate). If you have a home ophtho department, you should be blowing them up for advice and/or a possible in-house spot in a year.Anyone know how doable it is to get into an ophtho residency as an ortho resident? I know PGY-2 spots never open up, I would be fine re-doing intern year if I have to for ophthalmology.
I heard from my school they're willing to make an exception for me to delay graduation for this potential switch, which is amazing because I could do away rotations and maintain MD senior status. However, I'm hesitant to drop all the work I put in for ortho, was wondering if being an ortho resident would boost my application because of the competitiveness of ortho.
Unfortunately nobody will be able to say for sure since this would be such a unique situation; I've never heard of anyone switching into opthto, but it may have happened at some point in history.Anyone know how doable it is to get into an ophtho residency as an ortho resident? I know PGY-2 spots never open up, I would be fine re-doing intern year if I have to for ophthalmology.
I heard from my school they're willing to make an exception for me to delay graduation for this potential switch, which is amazing because I could do away rotations and maintain MD senior status. However, I'm hesitant to drop all the work I put in for ortho, was wondering if being an ortho resident would boost my application because of the competitiveness of ortho.
Outside of a long shot at home institution following a research year, this isn't happening. I'm sorry.Anyone know how doable it is to get into an ophtho residency as an ortho resident? I know PGY-2 spots never open up, I would be fine re-doing intern year if I have to for ophthalmology.
Just to be crystal clear, you are aware that dropping out of a specialty and pursuing another one is, from a recruiting perspective, a red flag, correct? This isn't to say you shouldn't do this, and obviously happiness in your career comes first, but I just think you should be aware that you are going to lose some "competitiveness" by switching specialties after declaring for the match.I heard from my school they're willing to make an exception for me to delay graduation for this potential switch, which is amazing because I could do away rotations and maintain MD senior status. However, I'm hesitant to drop all the work I put in for ortho, was wondering if being an ortho resident would boost my application because of the competitiveness of ortho.
Almost every path in medicine, even a lot of non-surgical ones, end up requiring at least 5+ years unless you just want to be a generalist. IM residency is only 3 years, for example, but fellowship will bring you up to 5 at least. Ortho is a tough residency, but you can end up with a very solid lifestyle as an attending. You can also work with a motivated patient population and provide generally good to excellent outcomes pretty quickly.Thank you all for the advice. I know no one can make this decision but me. Really struggling with this, I feel like it's a lose-lose because I've already spooked myself so much about ortho I feel like starting the residency is a bad idea. On the other hand, delaying grad to pursue ophtho sounds nice but that just adds a year of training and forces me to continue to be a med student which I obviously am so tired of.
My friends going into EM and Anesthesia laugh at my training path because Ortho is gonna be 6 years (since everyone does a fellowship now), which just makes me feel even worse. This is an awful situation not sure how I got here
Tough situation certainly. I think most people could honestly be happy in both though, and you're almost to the finish line for ortho (ostensibly did well with a good # of interviews etc.). Again, maybe there's more but what you stated above doesn't really sound like you hate ortho. Bird in the hand vs. bird in the bush; it would stink to trade out of ortho and then not match ophtho. Plus, are you looking forward to a hypothetical stressful next 6 months scrambling for research, rec letters, and doing more auditions? What specifically about ophtho vs. ortho is going to make all that worth it for you?Thank you all for the advice. I know no one can make this decision but me. Really struggling with this, I feel like it's a lose-lose because I've already spooked myself so much about ortho I feel like starting the residency is a bad idea. On the other hand, delaying grad to pursue ophtho sounds nice but that just adds a year of training and forces me to continue to be a med student which I obviously am so tired of.
My friends going into EM and Anesthesia laugh at my training path because Ortho is gonna be 6 years (since everyone does a fellowship now), which just makes me feel even worse. This is an awful situation not sure how I got here
Yes that's possible. Some programs will have spots open up, and others will reserve a few PGY-2 spots automatically (e.g. BIDMC I think).Thank you all... Y'all are the voices of reason that I needed. I know Ortho intern year counts for DR, which yes is my other top 3 field. Can you apply directly to PGY-2 R1 positions like you can for Anesthesia PGY-2?
You may yet have the last laugh here.My friends going into EM and Anesthesia laugh at my training path