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I don't know if I've been burned out since high school (because that sounds silly) or if I'm just dumb?? I don't know what it is, but I haven't been the student I know I am deep down since high school. I always did my work on time, studied and did homework everyday (mostly because it was due pretty soon), got mostly As and a decent SAT score (2050).

I took two summer classes before freshman year of college, and they went well. Then fall came and went terribly. Got a D in a gen chem 1 and a B- in calc 1. Then I know I didn't try nearly as hard as I could have in the spring and got As and Bs.. could've easily gotten all As. I took a few classes over summer and did well in those. Now it's fall and I feel like I've been in a daze all semester. The clock keeps ticking and I just have been a terrible student and really hating myself right now for it. I only signed up for 12 credits (including orgo 1 and bio 2) because I wanted to make sure I'll get all As... but that definitely isn't happening. I studied pretty hard for the first bio test, got a C. I didn't keep up with the material 100% but I didn't slack off either. The second test (plants) I felt so burnt out I barely studied, got a C. The third test is coming up and I haven't been reading, but I've been paying attention to lecture more. Regarding orgo, I'm just so overwhelmed with it right now. The first test I got a B - meh. Second test idk what happened, I think I got overwhelmed and got a D (dropping this one). Third test I crammed and got a B- (also made a stupid mistake so I could've gotten a B or B+). The fourth test is coming up and I've really been trying to space out my studying, but I'm already behind again. I'm trying to master the material I messed up on from the third test since the material is building for the fourth one.

I haven't studied in 1 week+ because I get so frustrated with the amount of material (which isn't even a lot compared to orgo 2, biochem, etc.). I'll sit down and do a few problems, realize how much I don't know, then give up.

I was such a good student in the past and I know that somehow I can regain my abilities, but I have no idea how to. I've made daily schedules in the morning, told myself what I need to get done for the day, but nothing like that helps. I'm just very frustrated right now.

Sorry for the unnecessarily long post and lack of eloquence.

Maybe you can take a semester off to relax?
 
Go to your school's version of academic help center for help. They have a lot of experience helping students who are struggling. Check out what resources your university offers in the way of tutorials and open office hours. It takes a lot of work to be a stellar student in college. It also takes some serious study skills and time management strategies, both of which all students need and the academic help center can help you with. A week off from studying is a red flag. Going in to a counseling center to talk isn't a bad idea either. I can't remember the exact percentage but a significant percentage of students experience some form of depression in college for a variety of reasons. Talking it through with someone helps. Best of luck to you
 
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