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Hi,
I apologize for the disorganization of this post, in advance. I'm worried because I don't know what the hell I'm doing w/my life right now. I thought I wanted medicine, but over the course of undergrad I've realized I'm not sure if the lifestyle appeals to me. I feel that my science course grades may be some sort of indication of that. NOTE: I do deeply desire a work/life balance while making lots of money.
Freshmen year --> I made a C- in Gen Chem 1, B- in Intro Bio 1, and C+ in Intro Bio 2 (f'ed up real bad on the final exam when I didn't realize it was cumulative)
Sophomore year --> C in Gen Chem 2, A- in Physics 1
Junior year --> B- in Physics 2, D in Orgo 1 before retaking that over summer with the same professor and making a C
Senior year 1 --> F in Orgo 2 (also with the same orgo professor from junior year) before switching to a new professor and making an A
Senior year 2 --> F in biochemistry before switching to a new professor and making an A
Of course, all of these^ have been disheartening because I really do love helping people, but I am well aware there are other vehicles to pursue that sort of passion as well. So, my first couple of questions are should I be considering those alternatives? And is medical school worth the blood, sweat, tears, frustration, long nights, $200K+++ debt?
As far as my EC's go, I do have over a couple of thousand volunteer hours behind me as well, many of which involve working with assisted and non-assisted living residents in nursing homes. I'm also Vice President of Operations for the founding board of Best Buddies at my University, on my state's Walk to End Alzheimer's Committee, Founder of my own organization that strives to foster healthier nursing homes by working with high schools to bring in more volunteers for senior homes and have owned my own e-commerce business over these last four years. Formerly, I worked as a Mental Health Tech at a psychiatric hospital for a couple of months to gain some experience in the specialty, and also volunteered at a clinic near my house that provides healthcare to those who work, but do not have health insurance. Around my sophomore year, I was doing retail work and this upcoming summer (for the gap year), I have a job lined up as a Behavior Tech at the Autism Society. I'm also hoping to write a couple of books/pursue some other ventures I'm curious about while I can.
All things considered...What is your opinion? Am I overthinking this? Am I overanalyzing and do you think I should pursue it? If yes, what MD/DO schools should I apply to? I don't care about the title, as long as I get to do the work. Should I consider SMPs? If I were to go into the profession, I would love to open my own practices in underserved areas.
I'm a double major (Communications and Psychology) with a minor in Bio.
*P.S listen, I'm open to constructive criticism, but don't be a dick. There's always a way to say **** nicely. Thanks
I apologize for the disorganization of this post, in advance. I'm worried because I don't know what the hell I'm doing w/my life right now. I thought I wanted medicine, but over the course of undergrad I've realized I'm not sure if the lifestyle appeals to me. I feel that my science course grades may be some sort of indication of that. NOTE: I do deeply desire a work/life balance while making lots of money.
Freshmen year --> I made a C- in Gen Chem 1, B- in Intro Bio 1, and C+ in Intro Bio 2 (f'ed up real bad on the final exam when I didn't realize it was cumulative)
Sophomore year --> C in Gen Chem 2, A- in Physics 1
Junior year --> B- in Physics 2, D in Orgo 1 before retaking that over summer with the same professor and making a C
Senior year 1 --> F in Orgo 2 (also with the same orgo professor from junior year) before switching to a new professor and making an A
Senior year 2 --> F in biochemistry before switching to a new professor and making an A
Of course, all of these^ have been disheartening because I really do love helping people, but I am well aware there are other vehicles to pursue that sort of passion as well. So, my first couple of questions are should I be considering those alternatives? And is medical school worth the blood, sweat, tears, frustration, long nights, $200K+++ debt?
As far as my EC's go, I do have over a couple of thousand volunteer hours behind me as well, many of which involve working with assisted and non-assisted living residents in nursing homes. I'm also Vice President of Operations for the founding board of Best Buddies at my University, on my state's Walk to End Alzheimer's Committee, Founder of my own organization that strives to foster healthier nursing homes by working with high schools to bring in more volunteers for senior homes and have owned my own e-commerce business over these last four years. Formerly, I worked as a Mental Health Tech at a psychiatric hospital for a couple of months to gain some experience in the specialty, and also volunteered at a clinic near my house that provides healthcare to those who work, but do not have health insurance. Around my sophomore year, I was doing retail work and this upcoming summer (for the gap year), I have a job lined up as a Behavior Tech at the Autism Society. I'm also hoping to write a couple of books/pursue some other ventures I'm curious about while I can.
All things considered...What is your opinion? Am I overthinking this? Am I overanalyzing and do you think I should pursue it? If yes, what MD/DO schools should I apply to? I don't care about the title, as long as I get to do the work. Should I consider SMPs? If I were to go into the profession, I would love to open my own practices in underserved areas.
I'm a double major (Communications and Psychology) with a minor in Bio.
*P.S listen, I'm open to constructive criticism, but don't be a dick. There's always a way to say **** nicely. Thanks