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Here's my story. Nothing special, but I'd really appreciate some advice.
I scored a 23 on my first MCAT and a 26 on my second. YIKES.
I've been completely defeated, because I do great on all my practice tests! (By great I mean 31-32, which would be perfect for me.) I've never had bad test anxiety, but I guess nothing will give it to you like the MCAT. I don't FEEL that anxious on the day of, but this is the only thing I can come up with to explain my disappointing scores. I know the material and I fully prepare for the test, but I just can't DO IT.
I've been an emotional roller coaster. I go from feeling like this whole thing is pointless because I'm never going to be able to get the score I need, to being furious and determined to kick this test's a** and not let it control my life anymore, to being completely calm and relaxed and believing that as long as I don't freak out everything will click when I sit down at that computer.
Lately, I've been trying to just chill out. I've been doing a bit of studying here and there, but mainly trusting the knowledge that I have and thinking that if it was enough just a short time ago in practice tests, it will be enough now (as long as I don't totally PANIC.) My advisor says I'll be fine with a 28. It should be NO PRESSURE, because I've done it a million times before!
My 3rd test is January 30th, about 3 weeks (in study time) away. It's crunch time, and I just really don't know what to do. I can't help but feel that with ALL the intense studying I've done for this thing within the past year, I KNOW this material and just need to RELAX. I feel like I should trust my instincts and trust that the knowledge is there, and I just need to refresh and relax. Am I completely insane?
I hope I'm not, because I'm going with it. So I need to know how to make the most of the time I have left. By "make the most", I don't necessarily mean "spending a lot of time." Let's face it: I don't have a lot of time. Theoretically, I don't NEED a lot of time, because I already know this stuff.
I just need some freshening up. I need to browse my materials. Hone in on some central concepts. But I need some help! I need to get the big picture and figure out what to focus on for a few hours every day. I'd like to narrow everything down to:
1. science topics seen frequently on the MCAT
2. a handful of concepts that are central to understanding a lot of aspects of the sciences
3. how to get out of my head and just do the d*** thing
I'm completely out of money, so pushing the test back isn't an option, nor is buying many more study materials, but here's what I have:
-The Berkeley Review Physics, Chemistry, and OChem
-EK1001 questions for Physics, Chemistry, OChem, and Bio
-2 EK simulated MCATs (they're like twice as long as the real thing, so I can't imagine this would be very representative of my true score). I've already taken all the Kaplan and AAMC practice tests available to buy. (Unfortunately used those up on my first 2 tests.)
-A few verbal books, but I always do great in this section. I need to focus on "hot" content areas in the sciences.
-$150 of Christmas money (maybe to spend on one of those Kaplan "general MCAT review" books? I would think they would do a good job of hitting the most important topics in a short amount of time?)
I could really use a list of topics to focus on, or a place where I could find such a list (a book, website, etc.) Even though I have a good amount of materials, they are COMPLETELY overwhelming because I'm just blindly searching for something to study amongst the thousands of pages of information.
What I really need is a 3 week non-time-intensive MCAT refresher course for less than $150! Simple right???? 😀
Any advice would be GREATLY appreciated. I've been battling myself with this for months, and I finally decided to create an SDN account tonight and just put it all out there. Maybe someone has been through something similar, or just has some ideas that could help.
Thank you in advance!!!!!!
I scored a 23 on my first MCAT and a 26 on my second. YIKES.
I've been completely defeated, because I do great on all my practice tests! (By great I mean 31-32, which would be perfect for me.) I've never had bad test anxiety, but I guess nothing will give it to you like the MCAT. I don't FEEL that anxious on the day of, but this is the only thing I can come up with to explain my disappointing scores. I know the material and I fully prepare for the test, but I just can't DO IT.
I've been an emotional roller coaster. I go from feeling like this whole thing is pointless because I'm never going to be able to get the score I need, to being furious and determined to kick this test's a** and not let it control my life anymore, to being completely calm and relaxed and believing that as long as I don't freak out everything will click when I sit down at that computer.
Lately, I've been trying to just chill out. I've been doing a bit of studying here and there, but mainly trusting the knowledge that I have and thinking that if it was enough just a short time ago in practice tests, it will be enough now (as long as I don't totally PANIC.) My advisor says I'll be fine with a 28. It should be NO PRESSURE, because I've done it a million times before!
My 3rd test is January 30th, about 3 weeks (in study time) away. It's crunch time, and I just really don't know what to do. I can't help but feel that with ALL the intense studying I've done for this thing within the past year, I KNOW this material and just need to RELAX. I feel like I should trust my instincts and trust that the knowledge is there, and I just need to refresh and relax. Am I completely insane?
I hope I'm not, because I'm going with it. So I need to know how to make the most of the time I have left. By "make the most", I don't necessarily mean "spending a lot of time." Let's face it: I don't have a lot of time. Theoretically, I don't NEED a lot of time, because I already know this stuff.
I just need some freshening up. I need to browse my materials. Hone in on some central concepts. But I need some help! I need to get the big picture and figure out what to focus on for a few hours every day. I'd like to narrow everything down to:
1. science topics seen frequently on the MCAT
2. a handful of concepts that are central to understanding a lot of aspects of the sciences
3. how to get out of my head and just do the d*** thing
I'm completely out of money, so pushing the test back isn't an option, nor is buying many more study materials, but here's what I have:
-The Berkeley Review Physics, Chemistry, and OChem
-EK1001 questions for Physics, Chemistry, OChem, and Bio
-2 EK simulated MCATs (they're like twice as long as the real thing, so I can't imagine this would be very representative of my true score). I've already taken all the Kaplan and AAMC practice tests available to buy. (Unfortunately used those up on my first 2 tests.)
-A few verbal books, but I always do great in this section. I need to focus on "hot" content areas in the sciences.
-$150 of Christmas money (maybe to spend on one of those Kaplan "general MCAT review" books? I would think they would do a good job of hitting the most important topics in a short amount of time?)
I could really use a list of topics to focus on, or a place where I could find such a list (a book, website, etc.) Even though I have a good amount of materials, they are COMPLETELY overwhelming because I'm just blindly searching for something to study amongst the thousands of pages of information.
What I really need is a 3 week non-time-intensive MCAT refresher course for less than $150! Simple right???? 😀
Any advice would be GREATLY appreciated. I've been battling myself with this for months, and I finally decided to create an SDN account tonight and just put it all out there. Maybe someone has been through something similar, or just has some ideas that could help.
Thank you in advance!!!!!!