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So, I'm hoping 3rd year turns out more like a "job" than these past 2 years. Sure, it might not be a "9 to 5" job on most rotations. But even if it's a "5 to 7" job (am to pm), with q4 call... I'm hoping that during my off time, it will truly be MY own time.
Is this a delusional hope?
For these past 2 yrs (and particular as a 2nd yr), I feel like I've basically "ditched" all my extracurricular passions. Is it 'cuz I literally have "no" time to do those hobbies? No, of course not. But my hobbies tend to be the time-consuming type... and I found that when I wasn't able to practice/play every week, I couldn't "keep up" and it just wasn't fun. I really like to see myself improving, and instead I felt like I was regressing. Plus, there was always the stress of the next upcoming test (including Step 1)... so again, I never felt like my free time was "truly" free.
Now, if my biggest hobby was like going out drinking or something like hiking, I'm sure I could fit those things in on any given odd weekend I had free, and it would be fine. I would still have fun. But with the stuff that I liked to do, it just didn't work.
My Q is: Will this improve in 3rd year? I know a lot of ppl will say that 3rd year is "busier", so the answer would be a big fat No.
But I feel like the flip side of that is... 3rd year IS supposed to be more like a job. No matter how crappy the hours are, when I get home after a long day, that's it. There's no way to "get behind" on lectures. There's no pressure to pre-read & prepare for small group sessions. Sure, there's a shelf at the end, but every day "on the job" is preparation towards that. Unlike mandatory lectures that actually took time away from real learning, I'm assuming rotations actually do teach you important things tested on the shelf.
Maybe I'm just trying to convince myself. 😉
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When will I be able to "pick up the pieces" and go on with my life? 'Cuz honestly... 1st two yrs really don't feel like "real life" to me, at all.
Actually, it feels a little like being about to graduate high school.
Is this a delusional hope?
For these past 2 yrs (and particular as a 2nd yr), I feel like I've basically "ditched" all my extracurricular passions. Is it 'cuz I literally have "no" time to do those hobbies? No, of course not. But my hobbies tend to be the time-consuming type... and I found that when I wasn't able to practice/play every week, I couldn't "keep up" and it just wasn't fun. I really like to see myself improving, and instead I felt like I was regressing. Plus, there was always the stress of the next upcoming test (including Step 1)... so again, I never felt like my free time was "truly" free.
Now, if my biggest hobby was like going out drinking or something like hiking, I'm sure I could fit those things in on any given odd weekend I had free, and it would be fine. I would still have fun. But with the stuff that I liked to do, it just didn't work.
My Q is: Will this improve in 3rd year? I know a lot of ppl will say that 3rd year is "busier", so the answer would be a big fat No.
But I feel like the flip side of that is... 3rd year IS supposed to be more like a job. No matter how crappy the hours are, when I get home after a long day, that's it. There's no way to "get behind" on lectures. There's no pressure to pre-read & prepare for small group sessions. Sure, there's a shelf at the end, but every day "on the job" is preparation towards that. Unlike mandatory lectures that actually took time away from real learning, I'm assuming rotations actually do teach you important things tested on the shelf.
Maybe I'm just trying to convince myself. 😉
??
When will I be able to "pick up the pieces" and go on with my life? 'Cuz honestly... 1st two yrs really don't feel like "real life" to me, at all.
Actually, it feels a little like being about to graduate high school.
