Anyone else becoming apathetic?

[DJspreadsheet]

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Waiting on the match and I've sort of lost the ability to be excited about it all anymore. The process is just so drawn out and consequently hyper-analyzed. I feel like that "moment" is past when my emotions were tickling, but now I just think I'll click the match result, and I'll be left more with a "huh, ok" rather than a tickle up my thigh.

Or maybe this is how I'm dealing with the tremendous wait, and come match day the thigh tickle will come back?

 

[Hoju]

Here's to hoping for some ticklin'. I'm sure the excitement (and fear) will rekindle come match day.

 

[HoldTheCoffee]

I feel that way... not nervous at all and haven't really been at all since I submitted my rank list. Nothing I can do now will change it and at this point, unless the NRMP people find out that the computers made some sort of terrible mistake, my fate is all but decided.

That being said, I still think that I'll be really nervous at two points: 1) waiting for the email on Monday to make sure I don't need to SOAP, and 2) the hour/minutes leading up to getting my envelope on Friday (assuming again the SOAP thing).

 

[viper930]

been apathetic since step 1

 

[AnesThrow]

Read this title as "Anyone else becoming alcoholic?"

 

[zappeuse]

count me in..although the alcohol has not come into picture. but who knows whats going to happen until Friday..

 

[xrevision]

The excitement is starting back up for me because I'll finally know where I'll be come Friday.

 

[harate09]

May be after tomorrow !

 

[VenusinFurs]

I started to feel something after I found out I matched somewhere today. Though what I'm feeling, I wouldn't describe as all the way positive. It's a bit more like, idk, I want to **** my pants?

 

[m1345]

Yea today definitely rejuvenated some of the excitement/nerves that have been tapering off since the lists were submitted. But its also rejuvenated some frustration with this process...they clearly know where we're going next year. Why not just tell us now??