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PGY-3 pediatric resident. Sorry it’s a long post. TLDR at the end. I had set up electives in these fields but all our electives and activities have been cancelled due to COVID-19. So I’m trying to ask online and get at least some guidance/thoughts on what I could be pursuing after graduation in the fall (I finish late).
Background:
1) I chose pediatrics in med school because I admired my own pediatrician, had great mentors in peds, wanted to do primary care and get to know kids/families over years, valued work/life balance and having a family which many peds folks had, liked toddlers and teens (simple problem list, most kids fully recover and get better, possibility to instill lifestyle changes early when it counts most). I like adult patients too and wanted to see both adults and kids, but didn’t like FM and med-peds was too competitive, so I opted for peds.
2) Fast forward to residency. Although I enjoyed the day to day patient care. I hit many setbacks, couldn’t adjust to residency well and needed to remediate rotations as well as retake step 3, diagnosed with depression and burnout, lost a lot of my passion for peds and medicine in general. My biggest issue was handling high patient volumes and multi-tasking. I do really well with repetition and getting really good or focusing on a few things in detail rather than knowing a little about a lot. I’m also not good at constantly adapting to new situations or having multiple things happening at once. I’m much better now from repetition and practice but I know I need more time to adjust to things.
3) I got a lot of crap from family for picking a specialty that I ended up not liking and not researching things enough to make the right decision. Without my passion for pediatrics, I should have picked something with better pay and hours like an IM or IM subspecialty, psych, PM&R etc. Somewhat regret picking peds now.
They just want to see me either find my passion again in peds or if I can’t do that, then find something I’m not passionate about but at least has better pay/hours than gen peds does. But there’s very few peds fellowships options that result in better pay/hours. Seems IM specialties and even general IM pays much better
Current situation:
I’m still not the strongest resident but have managed to get to the end of my third year now and feel more confident in my knowledge and learned a lot from my mistakes.
What I’m looking for now. As mentioned above 1) Either something I would love doing and have passion for, or 2) something that I can tolerate but with good hours/pay.
Right now gen peds has neither passion, nor good pay/hours. I don’t mind it, but don’t feel excited by clinic, doing well checks or seeing babies. The high volumes due to low reimbursement, conveyer belt appointments, and having to know a wide range of info and possibly missing something in the fast appointments makes it really unappealing for me.
I wanted to do primary care at first but, I just didn’t find it as rewarding as getting to fix a kids asthma or dehydration in the hospital over several days and see patients recover and walk out the door. Between that and the fact that I tend to hyper focus and do better with knowing a lot about a little, I think specializing might be a better option over gen peds. And in terms of specialties, I'm debating between clinical or non-clinical as well. As for my options.
Possible options:
1) Since I struggled with residency. I can get away from clinical medicine and pursue clinical informatics which is an area I found interesting and been told it might be a good fit for me. I can also pair it with any specialty and do a mix of clinical and non-clinical. Better hours and better pay than gen peds and only 2 years training. Chance to be creative and improve the system. I had an elective set up but it is cancelled for now as is the research project I was going to be involved with, so I have little hands on experience as of now. But I would likely do this with gen peds.
2) Pediatric pulmonology. I hadn’t thought about this until recently but I’m finding managing vents, ARDS, and inpatient lung issues pretty rewarding. I actually feel like I can save a life or see the benefit of my effort fast (e.g giving albuterol treatments). Nice mix of procedures like bronchoscopy, outpatient clinic, and inpatient, getting longer appointment times. There’s also some unfilled positions left so I may be able to start right after I finish in the Fall and not need a gap year if accepted. My only issues is that salary may not be much higher than gen peds after 3 extra years of training, higher stress/more call, and I don’t know if I’ll like outpatient Pulm clinic yet due to my elective being cancelled.
3) Allergy/Immunology. Loved this initially and enjoyed my elective. Just 2 years of training, huge salary boost/good compensation, good hours, would allow me to see kids and adults which I missed. Only issues is that I don’t think I really loved it, but I liked it enough and the other aspects of the field make it very appealing. The second issue is that due to my poor residency record, matching into this field would be very tough or almost impossible.
4) Sports medicine. Similar to allergy, it would also allow me to see both adults and kids. And I always wanted to see the full spectrum of ages. Pay is either similar or better than gen peds but I get mixed data online. Only a 1 year fellowship. Seems like better lifestyle/pay than gen peds. Like allergy, I like the topic but I don’t love it. More doing for better hours/pay if possible.
5) Suck it up and do gen peds, maybe it’s better as an attending? But salary will always be limited and learning to be an attending will be its own big adjustment.
I’ve ruled out PICU, NICU, cardio, GI just based on competitiveness even though I know those pay well. I’m open to other ideas if there’s a better option than the above.
TLDR: Burned out and lost interest in gen peds/primary care. Want to switch to a specialty with either better hours/pay that I may not love but like enough (allergy/immunology, sports med or any other specialty I might be missing), or something I might love and would suit my professional goals well in which case pay/hours matter less (peds Pulm) and considering non-clinical fields and moving away from medicine all together (clinical informatics). Or just sticking to gen peds and hoping I’ll like it more as an attending. I’m not a competitive applicant but would like to know which option might be best.
Background:
1) I chose pediatrics in med school because I admired my own pediatrician, had great mentors in peds, wanted to do primary care and get to know kids/families over years, valued work/life balance and having a family which many peds folks had, liked toddlers and teens (simple problem list, most kids fully recover and get better, possibility to instill lifestyle changes early when it counts most). I like adult patients too and wanted to see both adults and kids, but didn’t like FM and med-peds was too competitive, so I opted for peds.
2) Fast forward to residency. Although I enjoyed the day to day patient care. I hit many setbacks, couldn’t adjust to residency well and needed to remediate rotations as well as retake step 3, diagnosed with depression and burnout, lost a lot of my passion for peds and medicine in general. My biggest issue was handling high patient volumes and multi-tasking. I do really well with repetition and getting really good or focusing on a few things in detail rather than knowing a little about a lot. I’m also not good at constantly adapting to new situations or having multiple things happening at once. I’m much better now from repetition and practice but I know I need more time to adjust to things.
3) I got a lot of crap from family for picking a specialty that I ended up not liking and not researching things enough to make the right decision. Without my passion for pediatrics, I should have picked something with better pay and hours like an IM or IM subspecialty, psych, PM&R etc. Somewhat regret picking peds now.
They just want to see me either find my passion again in peds or if I can’t do that, then find something I’m not passionate about but at least has better pay/hours than gen peds does. But there’s very few peds fellowships options that result in better pay/hours. Seems IM specialties and even general IM pays much better
Current situation:
I’m still not the strongest resident but have managed to get to the end of my third year now and feel more confident in my knowledge and learned a lot from my mistakes.
What I’m looking for now. As mentioned above 1) Either something I would love doing and have passion for, or 2) something that I can tolerate but with good hours/pay.
Right now gen peds has neither passion, nor good pay/hours. I don’t mind it, but don’t feel excited by clinic, doing well checks or seeing babies. The high volumes due to low reimbursement, conveyer belt appointments, and having to know a wide range of info and possibly missing something in the fast appointments makes it really unappealing for me.
I wanted to do primary care at first but, I just didn’t find it as rewarding as getting to fix a kids asthma or dehydration in the hospital over several days and see patients recover and walk out the door. Between that and the fact that I tend to hyper focus and do better with knowing a lot about a little, I think specializing might be a better option over gen peds. And in terms of specialties, I'm debating between clinical or non-clinical as well. As for my options.
Possible options:
1) Since I struggled with residency. I can get away from clinical medicine and pursue clinical informatics which is an area I found interesting and been told it might be a good fit for me. I can also pair it with any specialty and do a mix of clinical and non-clinical. Better hours and better pay than gen peds and only 2 years training. Chance to be creative and improve the system. I had an elective set up but it is cancelled for now as is the research project I was going to be involved with, so I have little hands on experience as of now. But I would likely do this with gen peds.
2) Pediatric pulmonology. I hadn’t thought about this until recently but I’m finding managing vents, ARDS, and inpatient lung issues pretty rewarding. I actually feel like I can save a life or see the benefit of my effort fast (e.g giving albuterol treatments). Nice mix of procedures like bronchoscopy, outpatient clinic, and inpatient, getting longer appointment times. There’s also some unfilled positions left so I may be able to start right after I finish in the Fall and not need a gap year if accepted. My only issues is that salary may not be much higher than gen peds after 3 extra years of training, higher stress/more call, and I don’t know if I’ll like outpatient Pulm clinic yet due to my elective being cancelled.
3) Allergy/Immunology. Loved this initially and enjoyed my elective. Just 2 years of training, huge salary boost/good compensation, good hours, would allow me to see kids and adults which I missed. Only issues is that I don’t think I really loved it, but I liked it enough and the other aspects of the field make it very appealing. The second issue is that due to my poor residency record, matching into this field would be very tough or almost impossible.
4) Sports medicine. Similar to allergy, it would also allow me to see both adults and kids. And I always wanted to see the full spectrum of ages. Pay is either similar or better than gen peds but I get mixed data online. Only a 1 year fellowship. Seems like better lifestyle/pay than gen peds. Like allergy, I like the topic but I don’t love it. More doing for better hours/pay if possible.
5) Suck it up and do gen peds, maybe it’s better as an attending? But salary will always be limited and learning to be an attending will be its own big adjustment.
I’ve ruled out PICU, NICU, cardio, GI just based on competitiveness even though I know those pay well. I’m open to other ideas if there’s a better option than the above.
TLDR: Burned out and lost interest in gen peds/primary care. Want to switch to a specialty with either better hours/pay that I may not love but like enough (allergy/immunology, sports med or any other specialty I might be missing), or something I might love and would suit my professional goals well in which case pay/hours matter less (peds Pulm) and considering non-clinical fields and moving away from medicine all together (clinical informatics). Or just sticking to gen peds and hoping I’ll like it more as an attending. I’m not a competitive applicant but would like to know which option might be best.
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