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So it's coming up on college decision time, and I'm having a hard time deciding where to go.
Some background, I've been interested in medicine for about 5 years, but my interest has really gotten serious over the last 6 months. I've been skulking around SDN, talking to doctors, shadowing, and reading whatever I can about medicine, and I can't imagine anything I'd rather do. I've also worked my tail off in high school and applied to a variety of good schools. I've already been accepted at University of Chicago and am rather optimistic about my chances at some of the other schools. I've also been accepted at University of South Florida, and I intend on doing the BS/MD program they've got if I go there.
USF has offered me a LOT of scholarship money- so much that if I save it right, I'll have med school mostly paid for. And with my own savings or help from my parents, I'd get out of med school without a single loan. I think it would give me so much freedom if I didn't have loans to pay back after med school. I also like the idea of the BS/MD program, since if I have a med school to count on, I think I'd be a lot more willing to pursue any EC that strikes my fancy, do a double major because I feel like it, and generally relax and enjoy undergrad instead of getting caught up in creating "the perfect med school application". I live in Tampa, which has good and bad points. I was looking forward to going at least out of town for college, but it's kind of cool too because I already have a few friends who go to USF and I've already got established interests that are here- volunteer projects that I'd like to continue, my dance school, connections for shadowing, etc. It's a good school and everything and definitely a great deal financially, but it isn't my dream school.
My one big reservation about USF is that, while I can't imagine any career I'd love more than medicine now, I know that people change while in college. If I decide that med school isn't for me, I'll kick myself for not going to Chicago or UVa or another one of my big dream schools.
My other tempting option is to say "Screw the loans" and head up to Chicago or another great school (assuming I get accepted at UVa or somewhere like that). I think it would be fantastic to go out of state for college, and all the schools I applied to have strong programs all around, so if I suddenly decide medicine isn't for me, I'll get an impressive degree from a prestigious school anyway. I love all the schools I applied to, and they all have such awesome options in study abroad (if I could afford it, haha) and so many things to do on campus. The downsides are loans (I don't really qualify for financial need and couldn't imagine asking my parents to cover that much tuition), which will be awful if med school does turn out to be what I want. I know that with a career in medicine, I can pay them back, but it seems so stupid to get 200K in loans when an almost free education is right in front of me.
There's just that nagging sense of "What if?" that leaves me afraid that I'll decide medicine isn't for me and then be stuck at a second-choice state university when I could have gone to my dream school.
Any perspectives would be well appreciated, as many times as I turn this over in my head, I can't seem to come up with anything new! And while I know I have time before I officially need to make this decision, I'd really like to start sorting it out in my head so I can get closer to making a housing deposit.
Some background, I've been interested in medicine for about 5 years, but my interest has really gotten serious over the last 6 months. I've been skulking around SDN, talking to doctors, shadowing, and reading whatever I can about medicine, and I can't imagine anything I'd rather do. I've also worked my tail off in high school and applied to a variety of good schools. I've already been accepted at University of Chicago and am rather optimistic about my chances at some of the other schools. I've also been accepted at University of South Florida, and I intend on doing the BS/MD program they've got if I go there.
USF has offered me a LOT of scholarship money- so much that if I save it right, I'll have med school mostly paid for. And with my own savings or help from my parents, I'd get out of med school without a single loan. I think it would give me so much freedom if I didn't have loans to pay back after med school. I also like the idea of the BS/MD program, since if I have a med school to count on, I think I'd be a lot more willing to pursue any EC that strikes my fancy, do a double major because I feel like it, and generally relax and enjoy undergrad instead of getting caught up in creating "the perfect med school application". I live in Tampa, which has good and bad points. I was looking forward to going at least out of town for college, but it's kind of cool too because I already have a few friends who go to USF and I've already got established interests that are here- volunteer projects that I'd like to continue, my dance school, connections for shadowing, etc. It's a good school and everything and definitely a great deal financially, but it isn't my dream school.
My one big reservation about USF is that, while I can't imagine any career I'd love more than medicine now, I know that people change while in college. If I decide that med school isn't for me, I'll kick myself for not going to Chicago or UVa or another one of my big dream schools.
My other tempting option is to say "Screw the loans" and head up to Chicago or another great school (assuming I get accepted at UVa or somewhere like that). I think it would be fantastic to go out of state for college, and all the schools I applied to have strong programs all around, so if I suddenly decide medicine isn't for me, I'll get an impressive degree from a prestigious school anyway. I love all the schools I applied to, and they all have such awesome options in study abroad (if I could afford it, haha) and so many things to do on campus. The downsides are loans (I don't really qualify for financial need and couldn't imagine asking my parents to cover that much tuition), which will be awful if med school does turn out to be what I want. I know that with a career in medicine, I can pay them back, but it seems so stupid to get 200K in loans when an almost free education is right in front of me.
There's just that nagging sense of "What if?" that leaves me afraid that I'll decide medicine isn't for me and then be stuck at a second-choice state university when I could have gone to my dream school.
Any perspectives would be well appreciated, as many times as I turn this over in my head, I can't seem to come up with anything new! And while I know I have time before I officially need to make this decision, I'd really like to start sorting it out in my head so I can get closer to making a housing deposit.
