So call me a gunner or whatever...I promise I am not, but I know you will think so. I am embarrassed to even talk about this but its just something I need to know. Please bare with me...
So I really really want to go into Radiation Oncology! It is something I heard about when I was in high school and wanted to do it ever since. It was only recently that I learned it was one of the most competitive programs to get into! So we just finished our first semester and honestly, I worked my ass off. I don't think I could have tried any harder. We had about 3 sets of exams, but for the entire semester, we only get a single letter grade (H,HP,P,MP,F) to show for it all. Needless to say, I was in the running for an honors much to my surprise by the end. We got our grades earlier this week, and sadly I missed an honors by a FRACTION of a point. Approximately 1/4 of our class made honors. Now I was pretty bummed. Of course a high pass is great, but it also seems like that is my limit, as I definitely put as much effort in as I could.
So here is my question: seeing that Rad Onc is such a competitive field, and that it seems like MY best is not THE best, is it possible to end up getting into a high caliber residency like that with sub-best grades like that? I plan on taking a year to do research, since that is important, and I want to do everything in my power to help me get to that dream of mine. However, it seems like I am not cut out to be at the top of the class.
Does anyone have any suggestions, success stories etc? Again, sorry if this all seems a bit douche-y. I am NOT complaining about my grade, I am just worried its not going to be enough!
So I really really want to go into Radiation Oncology! It is something I heard about when I was in high school and wanted to do it ever since. It was only recently that I learned it was one of the most competitive programs to get into! So we just finished our first semester and honestly, I worked my ass off. I don't think I could have tried any harder. We had about 3 sets of exams, but for the entire semester, we only get a single letter grade (H,HP,P,MP,F) to show for it all. Needless to say, I was in the running for an honors much to my surprise by the end. We got our grades earlier this week, and sadly I missed an honors by a FRACTION of a point. Approximately 1/4 of our class made honors. Now I was pretty bummed. Of course a high pass is great, but it also seems like that is my limit, as I definitely put as much effort in as I could.
So here is my question: seeing that Rad Onc is such a competitive field, and that it seems like MY best is not THE best, is it possible to end up getting into a high caliber residency like that with sub-best grades like that? I plan on taking a year to do research, since that is important, and I want to do everything in my power to help me get to that dream of mine. However, it seems like I am not cut out to be at the top of the class.
Does anyone have any suggestions, success stories etc? Again, sorry if this all seems a bit douche-y. I am NOT complaining about my grade, I am just worried its not going to be enough!