I work on a forensic unit treating incompetent defendants and insanity acquittees. In a lot of ways, it is a great job. It is interesting. I get to treat very sick people and I find that rewarding. The overall pace is reasonable and I do not have to take call. I get paid reasonably well for what I do. I really can’t complain.
One thing I have been struggling with, though, is the overall “coercive” environment and the frequency with which I have to engage with patients in a pretty adversarial way. Of course I recognize that psychotic patients lack insight and this is just part of the job. I also intellectually understand that “dying with one’s rights on” is not true freedom, and that compassion can involve treating people over their objection. That being said, I find it pretty disheartening to deal with these dynamics with a majority of my patients. I find myself unsure whether my personal values and style are a natural fit for this kind of work.
Every day feels like a battle, and I’m constantly struggling to get patients to take medication for at least instrumental reasons (it will help you to get out of the hospital, etc.). Many of my patients seem to hate me. I will take people to court for treatment over objection, but this inevitably ruins any rapport I might have had. I also feel like I receive pushback from some of the staff because I really try to treat patients in the least restrictive way possible. For instance, I have had staff get mad at me for verbally deescalating patients rather than medicating them. I guess I just miss having patients who are sometimes grateful for the care I have provided them. I rarely get that here.
Overall, I just find this to be extremely draining and I am wondering if anybody has any tips on how to handle this on a personal level.
One thing I have been struggling with, though, is the overall “coercive” environment and the frequency with which I have to engage with patients in a pretty adversarial way. Of course I recognize that psychotic patients lack insight and this is just part of the job. I also intellectually understand that “dying with one’s rights on” is not true freedom, and that compassion can involve treating people over their objection. That being said, I find it pretty disheartening to deal with these dynamics with a majority of my patients. I find myself unsure whether my personal values and style are a natural fit for this kind of work.
Every day feels like a battle, and I’m constantly struggling to get patients to take medication for at least instrumental reasons (it will help you to get out of the hospital, etc.). Many of my patients seem to hate me. I will take people to court for treatment over objection, but this inevitably ruins any rapport I might have had. I also feel like I receive pushback from some of the staff because I really try to treat patients in the least restrictive way possible. For instance, I have had staff get mad at me for verbally deescalating patients rather than medicating them. I guess I just miss having patients who are sometimes grateful for the care I have provided them. I rarely get that here.
Overall, I just find this to be extremely draining and I am wondering if anybody has any tips on how to handle this on a personal level.