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I'm currently a P2 who's drowning in failure. I've been feeling depressed and not feeling like doing anything, basically I'm demoralized. Everyone around me seems to be doing so well with very little effort and I feel like I have to work so hard just to do terrible. People in my class are super smart and extremely competitive and I feel so worthless being around them...I just feel like a lost cause right now. I think I'm too incompetent to even be a pharmacist at this point. So far this semester I've been failing left and right, I don't know what to do anymore.
Does anyone have good study advice to help me get through this semester? I'm seriously losing my mind right now and don't know what to do with myself anymore. Am I just hopeless?
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I'm currently a P2 who's drowning in failure. I've been feeling depressed and not feeling like doing anything, basically I'm demoralized. Everyone around me seems to be doing so well with very little effort and I feel like I have to work so hard just to do terrible. People in my class are super smart and extremely competitive and I feel so worthless being around them...I just feel like a lost cause right now. I think I'm too incompetent to even be a pharmacist at this point. So far this semester I've been failing left and right, I don't know what to do anymore.
Does anyone have good study advice to help me get through this semester? I'm seriously losing my mind right now and don't know what to do with myself anymore. Am I just hopeless?
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Thank you so much for your compassion1. Continue seeing your therapist.
2. Get support from friends & family.
3. Re-evaluate if you really want to be a pharmacist. P2 is still early enough to escape and go into another healthcare field. If you are a below-average pharmacist you will have a very hard time finding a job. Even CVS/Walgreens, in saturated areas, are barely hiring outside of their company.
3a. If you really want to be a pharmacist still, go to your advisors. Ask your professors and classmates for help. CHANGE your study habits. Start early and try new methods.
3b. If you don't want to be a pharmacist anymore, it's okay. You can find something else - it is not the end of your career or your future.
More on those: I gained a real interest fairly late into school. I had decent grades but few extra-curriculars other than an inpatient job for several years. I also suffered with self-esteem issues and depression, even though I was doing fine. You are not alone in your struggle; I am sure there are others in your class who are finding things hard.
It took me months to find a hospital job after graduation. If you are not highly involved, you will have a hard time when you graduate in ~2 years. The job search can be soul-crushingly depressing. If you are talented in other subjects, look into changing fields, honestly, your mental health will likely be better if you make that choice... but ultimately the choice is up to you.