So, here's how it all went down. I was not privy to the initial discussion that probably happened between our CMO and current FMD regarding the new policy of no US availability at night. Regardless, after our last quarterly meeting I voiced enough of a concern from all the rest of the docs that we were supposed to have a meeting with the CMO and vascular surgeon to give us a platform to voice those concerns.
I get a call from the FMD that the CMO in so many words told him that there was no need for any meeting and he wasn't particular concerned with how we feel about the policy and that it was going live on Monday. (Today)
So, there you have it. No more US after 8p.m. at night and it just goes to show how little respect the hospital staff or admin have for the ER physicians. No opportunity to voice concerns over a policy that directly affects us. Nobody cares, it's just..."You don't like it? Deal with it." I'm not even talking about viability or evidence based indications for management in an environment with no US, I'm just upset at the slap in the face we get over this new policy. But hey...we're just triage docs to everyone else, right? Docs willing to work in the ass crack of the hospital where no one else wants to go.
If there's one thing as a resident that I wasn't truly prepared for and has been a source of constant demoralization during my career....is the complete disdain, lack of respect and lack of authority we have as emergency physicians. You think you're special? You think the hospital needs you? Think again. We are cogs in the wheel and utterly replaceable at a moment's notice. Our opinions simply don't matter and they never will. We like to think people would notice if we suddenly left the ED, but you know what? They probably wouldn't.
Sorry, I'm just bummed out and sick of this s***. Just when I think I've escaped burn out, I have days like today where I'm just sick of EM. Sick of the entitled patients who have no intention of ever paying their bill and are completely disrespectful, demanding and insulting, sick of the MVC gangsters that threaten physical violence when you try to help them. Sick of the plastic surgeons in town that bring in their post op complications (perf through the abdomen and small bowel with liposuction cannula) and helicopter around you the entire shift, demanding a million consults and VIP treatment as if their pt is the only one in the ED. Sick of the angry, hostile alcoholics that police dump on your door step because they don't want to take them downtown. Sick of lazy nurses, sick of hospital admin, sick of signing high risk APC charts, sick of working for CMGs, sick of "metric based" medicine, sick of no temperatures on my patients and most of all...sick of f'ing triage protocol'd lactates.
One more shift, then I've got a few days off. Hopefully I feel better.