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Hello all, update post.
I think I have simultaneously the cushiest and most stressful outpatient job in the city. I have 30 minute appointments and 90 minute intakes, 35 hours a week and no call, and I think I'm making more than anyone else does for comparable work in this geographic area.
That said, a good chunk is hazard pay.
In my short tenure so far, I've referred multiple people to the ER for both psych and non-psych reasons, seen a death and a suicide attempt, generated police welfare checks and adult protective services reports, and have been involved in guardianship proceedings.
I have no issue, as I feared, of telling people on inappropriate regimens that things need to change. Usually, people either work with me or go elsewhere. If there's one good thing about no longer being a resident, is that I've lost my fear of being fired... By patients, anyway.
I document super-defensively still, but am gradually cutting down on documentation time.
What I have an issue with is the large swath of patients who are unreliable narrators, have SMI, and/or are in institutions. I am constantly questioning whether they have capacity to make this or that decision, whether they need a higher level of community support and if so which one, if they are being abused, and where the truth really lies. I do way too much case management that I am not equipped to do because at the moment the clinic doesn't have anyone to do that job. Sometimes the entire care team is my patient. I worry I'll do too much or too little. Legal and neuropsych are my new best friends.
I live in fear of doing something wrong due to either lack of clinical knowledge, missing something on info-gathering, or simply wanting to do something well-meaning and it blowing up in my face. I lose sleep over fears of board and administrative action. Sometimes I wonder if I should quit and find myself a more worried well population, but I'm not sure it's a good idea to go searching for a new job right now.
Question for the audience. Some of my practice partners say they don't get involved much outside of appointments in patient issues. And I just don't understand.... how? They have the same patient population. How do you not become a reluctant case manager as a psychiatrist? This is starting to feel unsustainable. I am at work 2 hours past closing time every day, and then I come home and crunch notes for 3-5 more hours. I can't live my whole life like that.
I think I have simultaneously the cushiest and most stressful outpatient job in the city. I have 30 minute appointments and 90 minute intakes, 35 hours a week and no call, and I think I'm making more than anyone else does for comparable work in this geographic area.
That said, a good chunk is hazard pay.
In my short tenure so far, I've referred multiple people to the ER for both psych and non-psych reasons, seen a death and a suicide attempt, generated police welfare checks and adult protective services reports, and have been involved in guardianship proceedings.
I have no issue, as I feared, of telling people on inappropriate regimens that things need to change. Usually, people either work with me or go elsewhere. If there's one good thing about no longer being a resident, is that I've lost my fear of being fired... By patients, anyway.
I document super-defensively still, but am gradually cutting down on documentation time.
What I have an issue with is the large swath of patients who are unreliable narrators, have SMI, and/or are in institutions. I am constantly questioning whether they have capacity to make this or that decision, whether they need a higher level of community support and if so which one, if they are being abused, and where the truth really lies. I do way too much case management that I am not equipped to do because at the moment the clinic doesn't have anyone to do that job. Sometimes the entire care team is my patient. I worry I'll do too much or too little. Legal and neuropsych are my new best friends.
I live in fear of doing something wrong due to either lack of clinical knowledge, missing something on info-gathering, or simply wanting to do something well-meaning and it blowing up in my face. I lose sleep over fears of board and administrative action. Sometimes I wonder if I should quit and find myself a more worried well population, but I'm not sure it's a good idea to go searching for a new job right now.
Question for the audience. Some of my practice partners say they don't get involved much outside of appointments in patient issues. And I just don't understand.... how? They have the same patient population. How do you not become a reluctant case manager as a psychiatrist? This is starting to feel unsustainable. I am at work 2 hours past closing time every day, and then I come home and crunch notes for 3-5 more hours. I can't live my whole life like that.
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