Thank you so much for your replies and input.
just to clarify for myself. Throughout the rotation, I was under the impression that I was performing well, as I consistently received positive feedback. When I requested my mid-rotation evaluation, I was told I had an adequate knowledge base, communicated effectively with staff, showed interest, and asked appropriate questions at the right times. All feedback was documented and electronically signed. However, when I received the final evaluation, it was entirely different. It portrayed me as a below-average student with a questionable knowledge base, lacking initiative, and giving the impression that I wasn’t interested in learning. I had never received any of this feedback verbally or in writing, so I was both shocked and disappointed. I have brang this concern to the school and people in charge of this discrepancy but this part was brushed off in my opinion because it was poorly addressed it. All the damage had done and I understand this incident will have a negative impact on my future career.
As myself, I’ve been reflecting on this experience and trying to understand how this discrepancy occurred. I always arrived at work on time and and left at the end of my shift/stay late if there were still procedures, and I also double check with the attending vet if it was appropriate for me to leave, I respected all the staffs in the lab that I was working with. I am generally quiet and not quick to speak up in group settings. I believe that this reservedness resulted in the poor rotation score. I realize that me not speaking up can be misinterpreted as a lack of knowledge or motivation. Giving a minimal responses gave the impression that I have not prepared or am not interested. I am currently changing and improving my approach in all of my following rotations and in facts I had received positive results. I will take this incident as a learning experience for my future career and motivation for me to improve myself as a professional. I only wish that the previous rotation site had openly communicated these concerns with me right away so I could have addressed and improved in the areas they felt I was lacking.