A little over a year ago I was at my wit’s end. Working a dead end job that I lost because of COVID and was rejected from a slew of SMPs. Then I got a call that I thought would change my life, I was accepted into an SMP and I was so excited to get another chance at medicine.
Now I’m nearing the end of my SMP and while I worked very hard I still came up short in one of my classes. Even though I have two more final exams to take I know I will not be passing one of my classes and therefore won’t be walking nor getting my degree.
I’m crushed. I don’t know what to do anymore. I uprooted my life and moved to a new state for this SMP. I was determined that this was it. I’ve learned so much and met such awesome people. But I failed at the main goal, which was to prove I was medical school ready.
I feel I should stop pursuing medicine. I’m 29, I’ve never had a real career. I’ve spent most of my 20s in school studying for mcat and in post-bacc classes. I feel like such a failure.
I’ve thought about nursing, thats another 15 months minimum of school if I can get into an accelerated program. I’ve also thought about teaching. My BS is kinda useless (Exercise Science & Biology). I thankfully have no student loan debt.
Any advice or encouragement would be greatly appreciated.
Now I’m nearing the end of my SMP and while I worked very hard I still came up short in one of my classes. Even though I have two more final exams to take I know I will not be passing one of my classes and therefore won’t be walking nor getting my degree.
I’m crushed. I don’t know what to do anymore. I uprooted my life and moved to a new state for this SMP. I was determined that this was it. I’ve learned so much and met such awesome people. But I failed at the main goal, which was to prove I was medical school ready.
I feel I should stop pursuing medicine. I’m 29, I’ve never had a real career. I’ve spent most of my 20s in school studying for mcat and in post-bacc classes. I feel like such a failure.
I’ve thought about nursing, thats another 15 months minimum of school if I can get into an accelerated program. I’ve also thought about teaching. My BS is kinda useless (Exercise Science & Biology). I thankfully have no student loan debt.
Any advice or encouragement would be greatly appreciated.