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Hello,
I've started to attend UofT this fall and suffice to say, I've completely killed myself in the first semester of school. Moving 4000km away from home alone, along with courses I thought I did well in (but clearly didn't) ended up ruining me this first semester. I didn't get a single A in any of my four courses (biology, calculus, bioethics, east asian studies) and I'm already starting to freak out for next semester. My high school did not offer AP courses except the two english courses and compsci (which I didn't take). Four of my classes in my senior year of high school were replaced with substitute teachers because the actual teachers were on maternity leave/accident/sickness/quit and the subs were replaced every few months or so and they were not good. None of the things they taught us really applied in university either except calculus. This GPA was my fault for sure but I do feel a lot of resentment to my high school because none of the 'things you should know' the professors talked about was ever applicable to me while my other friends said they learned all of it in high school. I also know my other high school friends who came to this university with me are also struggling a lot to try and catch up.
On an unrelated side note, I also did take physics but ended up dropping it. Class average was in the 40's and even with the curve I failed.
For now I'm thinking of just continuing first year and if i can get into a medical radiation sciences program I won't go to medical school and just get that degree (but I also heard it's hard to find a job for radiation therapists these days so I may have to try applying to med school if push comes to shove). If all else fails and I can't even get into the major I want, I'll switch to a East Asian Studies/International Relations double major and maybe find some other path in my life.
I've been wanting to be a doctor before I even entered elementary school and it breaks my heart to think about giving up this dream but I think I have to learn to be realistic.
I've started to attend UofT this fall and suffice to say, I've completely killed myself in the first semester of school. Moving 4000km away from home alone, along with courses I thought I did well in (but clearly didn't) ended up ruining me this first semester. I didn't get a single A in any of my four courses (biology, calculus, bioethics, east asian studies) and I'm already starting to freak out for next semester. My high school did not offer AP courses except the two english courses and compsci (which I didn't take). Four of my classes in my senior year of high school were replaced with substitute teachers because the actual teachers were on maternity leave/accident/sickness/quit and the subs were replaced every few months or so and they were not good. None of the things they taught us really applied in university either except calculus. This GPA was my fault for sure but I do feel a lot of resentment to my high school because none of the 'things you should know' the professors talked about was ever applicable to me while my other friends said they learned all of it in high school. I also know my other high school friends who came to this university with me are also struggling a lot to try and catch up.
On an unrelated side note, I also did take physics but ended up dropping it. Class average was in the 40's and even with the curve I failed.
For now I'm thinking of just continuing first year and if i can get into a medical radiation sciences program I won't go to medical school and just get that degree (but I also heard it's hard to find a job for radiation therapists these days so I may have to try applying to med school if push comes to shove). If all else fails and I can't even get into the major I want, I'll switch to a East Asian Studies/International Relations double major and maybe find some other path in my life.
I've been wanting to be a doctor before I even entered elementary school and it breaks my heart to think about giving up this dream but I think I have to learn to be realistic.