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Long time lurker on these forums here, writing a message today to seek out help. I posted this in the GS thread, but I got no replies... Also, I read a couple of threads similar to my story, but i'd still like to have some additional opinions! 🙂
I just started a residency in Family Medicine here in Montreal, Quebec because that was the only program I could match into. A few months into the program, I became aware of how my experiences in life brought me in the wrong discipline, and that I'm determined to correct my mistake.
See, here in Quebec, we can get into medicine basically straight from High School. I was 18 when I started medical school. I got in because I was a workaholic, especially for disciplines like maths and physics, and had excellent grades. Also, my family had made a lot of sacrifice to get to Canada and pay for my tuition. I felt responsible for them, and felt like medicine was the best way of showing how I appreciated their efforts.
I'm a pretty hands-on guy ; I like to solve precise problems with precise solutions. I need to see tangible results for my effort. So when I got in medical school at such a young age , I wasn't very stimulated to cram for my exams and learn everything by heart for the sake of doing it. I did't really want to be a doctor in the first place! As a result, I became a bum, I lost my motivation, and my grades became piss-poor. I thought I'd be miserable in medicine anyway, so why bother?
That turned around a bit when I got to my clerkship. I worked a lot harder because I could see how my studying affected my clinical performances. I got pretty good evaluations by my supervisors, and I enjoyed it much more.
But that didn't matter when I applied to residency. My poor grades from my preclinical years shot me down, and I had to accept a spot in FM (I got lucky to match in my hometown, though).
Flash forward to today. I am now 23, and I became a lot more mature. I think my medical knowledge is on par with my colleagues. But I also have a better understanding of what I want out of life and my career. I realize I am a responsible, practical type of guy that thrives on intense, short interactions with people. I am not afraid anymore of committing and working long hours to achieve my goals.
And that's what brought me to General Surgery. I particularly loved my Vascular Surgery rotation back when I was a med student ; it is a discipline that fixes precise problems with precise interventions. It also requires one to have upmost control over their technical dexterity, and that process of mastering a skill excites me.
Thing is, I hope that time is not too late for me. I was thinking of meeting with my PD and the GS PD at my faculty to discuss what can be done to re-apply. I can still take some electives in GS or Plastics and I could maybe try to do a Masters in Experimental Surgery at the same time. If I have to finish my residency, work one or two years after while I complete my Masters, then I will do it. I'm quite young ; I'd start my GS residency at 26-27.
If GS is not an option, I guess my back up plan could be to work in the ER as a FM (pretty easy to do in Quebec) or apply to IM and do GI or Cardiology.
I started this thread because not a lot of people around me can understand my situation. I am looking for advise as to the feasibility of my project, if I am crazy to think that way, etc. I realize the system in Quebec is different, but any advice, encouraging or not, would be greatly appreciated!
Cheers!
TWIF
I just started a residency in Family Medicine here in Montreal, Quebec because that was the only program I could match into. A few months into the program, I became aware of how my experiences in life brought me in the wrong discipline, and that I'm determined to correct my mistake.
See, here in Quebec, we can get into medicine basically straight from High School. I was 18 when I started medical school. I got in because I was a workaholic, especially for disciplines like maths and physics, and had excellent grades. Also, my family had made a lot of sacrifice to get to Canada and pay for my tuition. I felt responsible for them, and felt like medicine was the best way of showing how I appreciated their efforts.
I'm a pretty hands-on guy ; I like to solve precise problems with precise solutions. I need to see tangible results for my effort. So when I got in medical school at such a young age , I wasn't very stimulated to cram for my exams and learn everything by heart for the sake of doing it. I did't really want to be a doctor in the first place! As a result, I became a bum, I lost my motivation, and my grades became piss-poor. I thought I'd be miserable in medicine anyway, so why bother?
That turned around a bit when I got to my clerkship. I worked a lot harder because I could see how my studying affected my clinical performances. I got pretty good evaluations by my supervisors, and I enjoyed it much more.
But that didn't matter when I applied to residency. My poor grades from my preclinical years shot me down, and I had to accept a spot in FM (I got lucky to match in my hometown, though).
Flash forward to today. I am now 23, and I became a lot more mature. I think my medical knowledge is on par with my colleagues. But I also have a better understanding of what I want out of life and my career. I realize I am a responsible, practical type of guy that thrives on intense, short interactions with people. I am not afraid anymore of committing and working long hours to achieve my goals.
And that's what brought me to General Surgery. I particularly loved my Vascular Surgery rotation back when I was a med student ; it is a discipline that fixes precise problems with precise interventions. It also requires one to have upmost control over their technical dexterity, and that process of mastering a skill excites me.
Thing is, I hope that time is not too late for me. I was thinking of meeting with my PD and the GS PD at my faculty to discuss what can be done to re-apply. I can still take some electives in GS or Plastics and I could maybe try to do a Masters in Experimental Surgery at the same time. If I have to finish my residency, work one or two years after while I complete my Masters, then I will do it. I'm quite young ; I'd start my GS residency at 26-27.
If GS is not an option, I guess my back up plan could be to work in the ER as a FM (pretty easy to do in Quebec) or apply to IM and do GI or Cardiology.
I started this thread because not a lot of people around me can understand my situation. I am looking for advise as to the feasibility of my project, if I am crazy to think that way, etc. I realize the system in Quebec is different, but any advice, encouraging or not, would be greatly appreciated!
Cheers!
TWIF