Jinx on #1, emphasis on #2.
I am not sure I can even count on both hands the number of prevets I know that have taken a job thinking they'd get experience under someone specific, only to never interact with them at all. If it was a VA for the oncology service specifically, that's a different story. You could clarify how often you'd work with this person, I'd wonder if they are only there on a pick-up basis if they are a clinician at a local school though
Second this- At my old clinic, I was hired as a VA specifically for the oncology service, and even in such a “black-and-white” situation, oncology had to fight for me to not be pulled to other specialties and it took months of effort until 100% of my time was in oncology. At first, about 75% of my time was in IM, ICU, and ER, and it took a doctor reminding them (and backing me up) that I was hired specifically for oncology.
And once I was in my niche, I stayed there. So while there were many specialists at my clinic, I BARELY talked to anyone other than those in oncology and our radiologist, as well as occasional discussions with ER for referrals, IM, and surgery, but these were not “quality time” with these specialists. All that to say that I don’t think OP will get much quality time with anyone outside what they’re hired to do, especially since they’re being hired for overnights. No surg onc I’ve known is coming in overnight (especially since they also teach), and attempts to “connect” with them outside of your working hours will be entirely dependent on their schedule and could backfire and cause stress (ESPECIALLY with that potential work schedule!).
OP - Considering the potential toll on your health, the rescue clinic job during the AM seems like a safer bet - it sounds like it will still teach you a lot of softer skills that will be crucial to help you understand what kind of doctor you want to be. As you know from our talks, I also built my application around oncology, but it was centered in my passion for its clinical work - how I can help guide patients and their people through staging, treatment, and often, end-of-life care. My time in clinics before going to oncology, I felt like I was really passionate about end-of-life care, and coupled with my love of cancer biology and oncology, I figured I might love the everyday of oncology. But I started out in GP first, and then found my way there, through discovering what I enjoyed about medicine.
So, what Jayna said about figuring out your passions is important - without a firm idea of WHAT you love about clinical work, you can’t know with 100% certainty that clinical oncology is what you love - because there’s so many doctors that contribute to oncology - obviously - researchers (many just with PhDs) directing critical clinical trials and discovering new treatment modalities and oncologists guiding clinical care and contributing to research, but ALSO GPs, radiologists, clinical pathologists, and internists contributing to diagnostics, initial dx, and staging (and of course general surgeons, surg oncs I’m including with oncologists). Getting some stronger clinical experience alone will help you start to narrow down WHY clinical work, and I think that’s the critical piece missing for you.
Plus, I’d argue that oncology is such an integrative field with complicated paraneoplastic conditions and patient QOL considerations, that it’s hard to say that anything in medicine is truly unrelated to it. So, any clinical experience - even if it feels less connected to your future goals - will be likely to help add nuance to your understanding of your future career and goals, as long as you approach it with respect and an open mind! Also, let the people at your clinic know that you’re interested in oncology - I did this at my first GP clinic and was soon being pulled in to discuss cases, which was really cool.
Just a thought, if you can get experience with end-of-life care (which it seems like you would at the rescue clinic), I think that would be really helpful. In oncology, I helped daily with tough conversations and hospice discussions. I had to regularly say goodbye to patients and hold a pet parent’s hand while they say goodbye. The specialty (at least medical oncology) consists of a lot of treatment plans, client relationships, preservation of quality of life, and making meaningful treatment suggestions for pets and their families. Many clinics say more GOOD days, not more days. If you want to work in oncology, you have to be comfortable around treatment failure and loss, you have to find meaning in being a helper. Just my two cents, and just my way of saying again that just about any area of experience you’ll get in-clinic will help you understand what you want to do.
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ETA: I forgot to mention as someone who also has a sleep disorder, I would never set myself up for burnout and symptom exacerbation by taking a night shift and day shift job. That will make you sick, OP. ❤️❤️
ETA 2: Sorry this is a literal book, OP, but I can write forever when it comes to oncology.
🙂 You’ll get excellent experience that’s relevant at either job, so choose what will be better for your health.