Ok it seems I cant create a new thread (I bet I didnt follow directions somewhere
😉 ) so I will post something here since it relates.
Im a new poster. Im up all night tonight because I have to leave early in the morning. I have a rather complicated question but it boils down to GPA and how or can I repair it. Caution long post ahead
I have my BS in pre-vet and animal sci and ended up with a super crappy gpa of 2.7- yeah it's embarrassing. I didnt party or anything I was just NOT prepared for the pre-vet curriculum (
wonderful 🙄 high school public education) or college life. I always felt I was playing catch-up. Just when I thought everything under control after my sophomore year, I started to experience a lot of personal turmoil that took more of a toll on me than I knew. I take total responsibility for what happened. I shouldnt have let everything bother me so much. I always stayed active on and off campus through it all and had tons of vet hours.
When it came time to graduate I was burnt out, almost to the point of total physical and mental exhaustion. Maybe you can relate
🙂 I wanted to take classes I did poorly in over but, like a ***** I let myself believe I should just graduate. Honestly I felt at the time, if I needed to take these classes over again I didnt deserve to go to vet school (I never failed a class, just a lot of C's in select lecture classes & not labs) Never had a problem with my animal sci clases. I was ashamed to ask for help because I was intimidated. So, I made the call that I needed time off to find another "calling." Mostly I wanted to use the other side of my brain
After graduation, I spent about a year traveling and spending time with family. Then I did lots of volunteering to try to find my place. Originally I wanted to stay far away from science (ie biochem) while staying true to my background. Actually I applied to grad school this spring I have been accepted to a program this fall, sooo different from my animal sci years.
I was excited to go but a series of events have taken place that has made me question everything. Nothing has been going right and as stupid as this sounds, it feels like a sign that maybe Im settling? My little voice in my head keeps saying GO BACK!!! I miss it so much, especially the people.
So to the question. I was told you can not change your undergrad gpa. If I was to go back and retake those classes, would that do anything? Do they recalculate those grades? Should I go back and get another degree?? Or would this be a question of an admission officer? All this time has given me the opportunity to reconsider things. The thing that has stopped me all this time is Im afraid to fail and let my family and myself down if I was to go back, just to repeat the past. My less than stellar performance really did a number on my academic confidence but I worked hard to rebuild it.
I have lost my objectivity... yall dont know me, what do you think?? Do you know if it possible to fix my mistakes.
Thanks for reading..