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As I mention in every single one of my posts, becoming a doctor has been a life long dream.
The only thing that ever deters me from that is self-doubt. I really don't know if I am smart enough for it. I just graduated high school with a 3.86 GPA, had a 2060 on the SAT, and wasn't even top 10 in my class :/
I know none of that matters for med school, but I just want to know if anybody else has ever experienced the same doubts that I am facing right now?
I have tried researching other possible career paths, but every single time I ALWAYS come back to medicine. I want to help people, and I want to do it directly and actually see the results of my help. I love science, it has always been my favorite subject because I ask a lot of questions, and science provides me answers that I find fascinating and believable. I don't care about the money, I would gladly take $20K a year as long as it meant I got to help somebody fight cancer, give a 9-year-old burn victim renewed self confidence by giving him new skin, make a diagnosis by MRI that could potentially save someone's life, or help a patient get safely through surgery by providing anesthetics and monitoring them during and after the surgery. I can't explain it all here without taking too much room, but suffice it to say that I have researched a LOT of possible other career paths, and I have NOT found a single one that interests me as much or that I think would be even close to rewarding as I think medicine will be.
Like I said, I just have no way of knowing if I am actually smart enough to pursue that goal :/
The only thing that ever deters me from that is self-doubt. I really don't know if I am smart enough for it. I just graduated high school with a 3.86 GPA, had a 2060 on the SAT, and wasn't even top 10 in my class :/
I know none of that matters for med school, but I just want to know if anybody else has ever experienced the same doubts that I am facing right now?
I have tried researching other possible career paths, but every single time I ALWAYS come back to medicine. I want to help people, and I want to do it directly and actually see the results of my help. I love science, it has always been my favorite subject because I ask a lot of questions, and science provides me answers that I find fascinating and believable. I don't care about the money, I would gladly take $20K a year as long as it meant I got to help somebody fight cancer, give a 9-year-old burn victim renewed self confidence by giving him new skin, make a diagnosis by MRI that could potentially save someone's life, or help a patient get safely through surgery by providing anesthetics and monitoring them during and after the surgery. I can't explain it all here without taking too much room, but suffice it to say that I have researched a LOT of possible other career paths, and I have NOT found a single one that interests me as much or that I think would be even close to rewarding as I think medicine will be.
Like I said, I just have no way of knowing if I am actually smart enough to pursue that goal :/